boyxboy [trauma, sex, hurt/comfort, love story, slow burn, long chapters] College art student Jamison Parker struggles with getting close to anyone after trauma crippled his ability to reach out and connect with others both physically and emotionally. More interested in nature than people, he keeps his head down and tries to get through each day without giving up entirely. Classmate Elliot Astor is a trust funder that can't buy his way out of grief and secrets of his own. Spending his nights partying with his friends to forget, he drifts through days with little interest in chasing anything but the next distraction. After a chance meeting, they find themselves drawn increasingly close together, pushing the boundaries of their heartache and histories, and fighting for a future neither dared to envision. current word count: 301,471 -------- • trying to update once a month, if not sooner • some chapters are broken into multiple parts for ease of reading, as some chapters are over 16K words • I'm a very dialogue-heavy writer :) • this is a genuine slow burn ***Read with caution*** This story includes mature content and themes such as explicit sexual content, suicide, self-harm, abuse, violence, trauma, drug use, mental illness, death, extreme homophobia, slurs, cursing, etc. There is no SA, though Stats: #1 in anxietydisorder 10/22/25 #2 in bxbromance 02/02/26 #5 in loneliness 01/26/26 #6 in freethelgbt 01/26/26 #11 in gayboys 01/26/26 #17 in gay-sex 01/26/26 #18 in gayness 01/26/26 #34 in explicit 01/26/26

Raised on hate. Fueled by obsession. One craved control. The other refused to break. But when pain turned into desire... And violence tasted like foreplay... Their war became something far more dangerous. This is not a love story. This is a battlefield where hearts bleed, and nothing is innocent. ⚠️ 18+ | Dark Romance | Toxic Obsession | Emotional & Physical Violence | Reader Discretion Advised

For years, Silas Blackwood has shared his life with an anonymous online friend he has never seen, never met, and never stopped trusting. Then an international tattoo competition in Las Vegas brings him face to face with Victor Acosta: his most dangerous rival and the identical twin of his boyfriend. Victor and Silas should make no sense together. One is silence, the other noise. One holds back, the other throws himself headfirst into everything. Still, they understand each other better than anyone else ever has. Now they're competing for the same title while Victor struggles to hide an obsession with Silas that began years before they ever met. The truth has the power to break them beyond repair, or bind them together for good. Because Victor Acosta is now both Silas's greatest rival, and the anonymous friend who's been on the other side of the screen all these years. 🥇#1 - slowburn 🥇#1 - queer 🥇#1 - switch 🥇#1 - mmromance 🥇#1 - yearning 🥇#1 - twins

Rava Weston is the definition of the ideal son. He follows the rules, smiles when he should, and never causes trouble. His future is laid out-while he has just enough space to secretly chase his own quiet dreams of becoming a teacher, so long as he plays the role his parents expect. But when he's forced to attend a family summit back in Italy, everything starts to unravel. Because Gio Fontana will be there. Gio is reckless, magnetic, too rich for his own good. He's got cops who know him by name, and NOT because they're friends. His motorcycle is his greatest love, and rules don't seem to apply to him. He has a reputation that makes fathers lock their doors. Especially Rava's father. Rava and Gio, never got along. But this time, the tension feels like hunger more than hate. And as the days stretch on, Rava's perfectly safe world starts to slip through his fingers, because what's building between him and Gio is forbidden. Not just risky. And it might be the first real thing Rava's ever felt. 🥇 #1 - gay 🥇 #1 - rivals 🥇 #1 - enemiestolovers 🥇 #1 - forbiddenlove 🥇 #1 - lgbtfiction 🥇 #1 - bxb 🥇 #1 - bl 🥇 #1 - bxblove 🥇 #1 - boyxboy 🥇 #1 - biker 🥇 #1 - Italy 🥇 #1 - denial 🥇 #1 - angst 🥇 #1 - gaylove 🥇 #1 - gayfiction 🥇 #1 - fluffy 🥇 #1 - mxm 🥇 #1 - bisexual 🥇 #1 - gaycouple 🥇 #1 - love 🥇 #1 - mlm 🥇 #1 - funny 🥇 #1 - obsession 🥇 #1 - lgbtromance 🥇 #1 - traveling 🥇 #1 - fatalattraction 🥇 #1 - grumpyxsunshine 🥇 #1 - slowburn 🥇 #1 - queer Also available on Amazon, physical + Kindle version with extra spicy scenes ✨

"Is that all you ever do is talk with that mouth?" "I can show you what else it can do."

Ethan and almost every other sixteen year old that is under class is auctioned off to one person or a family. Even if you or your family doesn't want to go, you must. It has become the law due to over populating. Alexander your typical moody, mysterious but also gorgeous eighteen year old boy decides Ethan is the one he wants that night. Both of the boys' lives change when Ethan is brought to Alexanders home. Completed September 4th 2018 // #1 on homosexual - July 19th 2019 \\ // #1 on homosexuality - November 21st 2020 & Sep 22 2025 \\ //#1 on series - January 18th 2024\\ //#1 on lgbtlove - January 24th 2024\\ //#3 on LGBT - February 19th 2024\\ //#7 on gay - May 7th 2023\\ //#9 on vampire - January 20th 2021 \\

Cameron White has never understood the appeal of a relationship: he much prefers his own company, or the company of a cigarette. When an incident one night turns everything upside down, Cameron finds his whole outlook changed, as well as reality as he knows it.

Zachary Jackson has just turned 18, and you know what that means... SEX! That's right. Now Zach is finally old enough to have sex. For him this moment is bigger than it is for most teenage boys because for a few years now he's been waiting to get someone to be his master. A few miles from Zach's house is a BDSM bar. He plans to go there and find himself a man on the evening of his birthday.

Luke, 18, is the quiet observer at school, staying out of drama but still hearing all the gossip. His friends, Sarah and Avery, fill him in on the chaos, but he's never interested in getting involved-until he meets Miles, 18, the rich, popular guy with the perfect life. When both end up in the same cabin on a school field trip, forced to spend a week together, the tension between them builds. They clash at first, with Luke frustrated by Miles' easy confidence, and Miles annoyed by Luke's aloofness. But as the days go by, their attraction grows. Small moments-conversations, accidental touches-force them to confront feelings neither of them expected. By the end of the week, confusion and anger give way to a raw honesty neither can ignore. Can they navigate their feelings, or will they walk away pretending nothing happened?