"Ölsen ya da yeniden doğsan bile...Beni asla unutamayacaksın." Saplantı ve deliliğe kapılmış İmparatoru kabul edemeyip kendimi öldürdüm. Ama aradan yüz yıl geçti... Ve hafızam bozulmadan yeniden doğdum. Onu bir daha görmemeye yemin ettim. En azından tüm anılarımı unutacağımı umdum. Ölümle bile ondan kurtulamaz mıydım? Ve şimdi birkez daha imparatorun reenkarnasyonuyka karşıkarşıyayım. ⚠UYARI⚠ Bu hikaye yaoidir. Bu hikayede kan, şiddet, smut ve rahatsız edici ögeler vardır. Çeviri ve edit bana aittir. İyi okumalar ~°❤

Belladonna bitkisinin bir damlası gözlerini etkileyici bir şekilde büyütür, seni hiç olmadığın kadar güzel gösterirdi. Fakat etkisine kapıldığın her damla senin ölümün olurdu. Belladonna onun için ekilmişti. O bir zehirdi, o etki altına almayı seviyordu, o bir yanılsamaydı. Zarar vermekten, katletmekten doyasıya zevk alıyordu. Yüzüne sıçrayan, kıyafetinden dökülen kanların görüntüsü hiç bu kadar hoş olmamıştı. Onu içten içe arzulamanın verdiği sonuçları düşünmedi. Yalnızca büyülenmişti, çenesine doğru uzanan siyah saçlar, erik kırmızısı gözler onun en büyük düş kapanı olmuştu. Düş kapanından çıkan ağlar, onun tüm bedenini sarmıştı. Direnmedi, çünkü görebileceği en güzel rüyayı görüyordu. "Bugün ölmem gerekiyordu. Dünyaya gelmek için hiçbir sebebim yoktu, inanın bana, neden doğduğuma bile anlam veremiyorum. Bana biçilmiş elbiselerin hiçbiri bana ait değilmiş gibi hissediyorum, uyuşmuş hissediyorum. Lütfen, bana şimdi bir iyilik yapın, bu gece öldürün beni."

COMPLETED. ❦ ambivalent; having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. ❦ Because all is fair in love and war ❦ (Dazai X Reader) + (Chūya X Reader) ❦ Summary: You have only been living in Japan for 2 years when things take a sudden turn and you find yourself being taken care of at the infamous armed detective agency. Learning of your ability, the Port Mafia tries to capture you and take you in themselves, but soon you find yourself torn between 2 sides...or maybe you are just torn between 2 men? Fighting your own mixed feelings and ideals, do either really care what happens to you? ❦ THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND MAR FOR MAKING THIS AMAZING FRONT COVER!! (@marster_)

ONGOING ♙ "Cry for me; I'm the only one that can understand your tears." ♙ In the city of St. Petersburg, Russia, you've made an ordinary life for yourself after moving and burying your childhood misery in Moscow. Every day is the same, every thought getting repetitive as you work to keep certain memories locked and simply live aimlessly but in peace. You didn't know how much it bothered you until you meet a melancholic young man one day at a small bookstore, his violet eyes gleaming with familiarity, and he begins a chain of events that feel like nothing more than just a dream, his ideals wrapping around you like a blanket on a cold winter day. ♙ Basically my own take on Fyodor's pre-decay of angels days starting with a bit of a bookstore au. ♙ Disclaimer: I do not own bungou stray dogs or any of their characters. Credit goes to respective parties. I only own this plot and "you". - I will be using female pronouns - I will update when I can - When phrases are in italics in the middle of the story, those are "your" thoughts. When I write a section completely in italics, those are "your" memories/flashbacks. - [f/n] = first name, [l/n] = last name, etc. ♙ Big thank you to my friend Mar for this cover. <3

COMPLETED ▵ What if you woke up one day and didn't know who you were? What if after one accident, all your memories were blocked, and the one rule to your recovery is to not force yourself to remember, but figure things out as the days go on? What if you couldn't even remember who you loved? You may have the detective agency caring for you, but there's something missing, and you can't quite place why...or how you lost it. How far are you willing to go to find it again? ▵ Disclaimer: I don't own bungo stray dogs or any of the characters except for you, and the plot. YOUR ABILITY IS BASED OFF OF THE REAL AKUTAGAWA'S STORY 'In a Grove' !! ▵ I will be using female pronouns, I will be updating whenever I can. ▵ Thank you to Mar for making this cover for me, she's the sweetest go show her some love !! (@marster_)

COMPLETED (Dazai x Reader) + (Decay of Angels x Reader) ♧ ! • (This story contains minor details about the decay of angels, and Sigma's casino only mentioned in the BSD Manga so far, but prior knowledge of this is NOT needed. The actual plot of the manga will not be spoiled as I am only borrowing little bits for the plot of this fanfiction) • ! ♧ Almost ever since you moved to Japan around 5 years ago, you've been an employee at Sigma's casino. Though not directly involved, the decay of angels has a certain trust in you. A few years ago, you met an ex-Mafia member looking to waste time, and although charming, you didn't think too much of him. Now in the present, you see him again, but this time things are different, and the secrets buried deep in the casino are at stake. You're warned about the dangerous games he plays for information. What happens when you start needing to decide between him, and the casino? What happens when the Decay of Angels start capturing your mind as he does too? Who can you really trust? ♧ Disclaimer: I only own the plot and "you". All other characters and their personal stories belong to the respectful parties. ♧ I will be using female pronouns. I will update whenever I can. ♧ Warnings: The usual you'd find in BSD I guess. SORRY FOR ANY OOC-NESS ♧ A HUGE thank you to my friend Mar for making this cover for me, she deserves the recognition. (@marster_)

COMPLETED • There is no better way to describe you than a doll, living to please your owner. At the age of 11, Mori took you in from an orphanage and brought you to the Port Mafia; that's when you met Dazai and discovered your ability. At the age of 12, you become Dazai's right hand...except you aren't allowed any contact with the outside world. At 13, you hear a voice that you are told is nothing but a dream, at 14 you've become nothing but a puppet in the hands of a puppet master. At age 15 he's gone, and you are left with nothing. In the present, now 19, executive Chuuya Nakahara is given responsibility of you, but when he takes you on a mission and you don't react the way he needs you to, he starts to realize something is terribly wrong with you...he just doesn't know what. Only meeting you once in the past, what will happen when he starts piecing it all together? How will he react when he starts to care more about you than he should? What strings will he have to play to free you from your past? How deep do your wounds run? • - Trigger warnings: the usual you'd find in BSD, implications of sexual harrassment. - I will be using female pronouns. - nsfw warning in part 2 (chapter 41). • Disclaimer: I don't own the characters except for "you". The credit to the Bungou Stray Dogs world goes to the respective owners. The plot is all originally mine, however. • Thank you to Mar for making me this lovely cover. Love always. (@marster_)

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