"why do you have so many hate comments?" "it's a shame everybody hates me" in which Luke gets hate comments and Michael helps him. ▾triggering for some readers ▾contains: •self harm •cussing •eating disorders

5 seconds of Summers management is looking for a new lead singer. So that's when the find Luke Hemmings. But the band doesn't like him. So they dare the guitarist Michael Clifford to find out every single thing about the blonde and then tell the world when they perform for the VMAs. They do it to try and get him out of the band But Michael wasn't expecting to grow feelings for Luke. •☹©

They try to save me, but I'm too far gone. They called me crazy so I played along. And they try to change me, but on my own.." There's Michael, Ashton, Calum, and Luke. They rejects of the school. Michael, the anxiety-ridden, suicidal boy from a broken, abusive home. Ashton, the one who hasn't spoken a word since an accident that happened years before hand. Calum, who's under so much stress from his parents and school that he comes up with his own, self destructing coping mechanism. Luke, the one who's so insecure and shy, he thinks he only has himself, who happens to be his own worst enemy. All four of them regard their future as being six feet under. Relationships form, hearts break, and the mess that they're living in spirals out of control. Worse enough, one of them may try to take their own life. Again.

Ashton and Luke are both sent to a house for sad children who have been through traumatizing things. If only they knew that being sent to a sad house would make them so happy.

No one knows who Luke is anymore, and he's not sure either. However, when he's placed in a psychiatric ward for having anorexia his life begins to unravel and he understands more. Plus there's a bipolar boy, Ashton, who Luke becomes infatuated with. Ashton wants to help Luke. He wants to love Luke. But if love possible when you're slightly off ones rockers?

Ashton's depressed, he's in so much physical and mental pain, that he doesn't know how much longer he can take it, until one day Luke comes into his life, and maybe, just maybe, Luke will be able to fix Ashton.

Michael Clifford was always known as being loud, funny, not so punk rock, creative, and just all around Michael. His life was at a great point as he was surrounded with screaming fans, music, and the best bandmates anyone could ask for. But all too soon, it starts going downhill. The fans become more like tormentors and his best friends seem to forget all about him. What happens when they push Michael too far? Michael changes. He loses the loudness, his sense of humor, his motivation, even his personality. Michael changes so much that there is only one word that anyone uses to describe him anymore. Quiet. And who could be the one to change that? Luke Hemmings.

Where Luke is anorexic and the only person that can help him is Ana

in which the boy who only knows how to break hearts meets the girl who's heart couldn't possibly break any more. "he had to learn the hard way that you should always be careful when trying to fix someone, for you could cut yourself on their broken pieces." [disorder diaries, 2015 backseatmuke] tw :: self harm, suicide, panic attacks, depression, major character death