In a normal world the role of idol and fan are very much set in stone. One cannot exist without the other. Very rarely are these roles ever the opposite of the accepted norm. But what if? What if the roles of the idol and the fan became reversed? He sat behind the table and stared out into the faces crowded in the seats before him. Where was she? Why wasn't she here? Where could she be right now? He tapped his black marker against his face, not realizing he was now sporting a black nose. He felt empty without her presence. He felt alone in a room full of people. Everything seemed a bit darker without her there. And even to him, in that moment, the thoughts he was feeling felt strange and foreign to him. What was he becoming? All of this over a fan? Began: December 20, 2016 Completed: October 4, 2017 *Minor Character Death #41 in #parkjimin - 1/22/24 #1 in #hobi - 4/12/22 #24 in #kpop - 6/8/22 #6 in #jimin - 6/12/22 #120 in #fanfiction - 6/13/22 #1 in #sliceoflife - 6/14/22 #61 in #romance - 6/23/22 (my first book to rank in a main category!!!!) #1 in #minyoongi - 10/16/22 #12 in #fanfiction - 2/12/2023

This is more than just a fan fiction. BigHit entertainment hasn't taken in any female idols for years, yet this girl has won over Bang PD's strict rule, and debuts under one of the biggest Kpop companies in the industry. A poor girl living in a tiny apartment with her abusive dad, dying mother and her little sister, she's never travelled anywhere outside her hometown. Pop culture or music has never been her priorities, finding higher-paid jobs and earning money to provide for her family are. And somehow she ends up in Seoul, working to become an idol, dancing, singing and rapping for 12 hours a day, all just to save her family from poverty. God has finally sent her her angel, a great teacher, role model, and even the love of her life from the world's most famous boy band, BTS. Of course, like any other happy memory in her head, this sweetness also comes with tremendous bitterness. Under the shadows of BTS and TXT, will she be able to succeed, too? 'You're contract lasts seven years, are you ready to sign it?'