Am I out of my head? Am I out my mind? if you only knew the bad things I like. Don't think that I can explain it, what can I say it's complicated.

Listen now my baby, my time is now all for you.

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By you, I am forever undone.

In 1950s Harlem, where racism, poverty, and secrets brew behind every closed door, eighteen-year-old Tariq Matthews is just trying to stay out of trouble. Raised by his strong-willed mother, he balances school, friends, and the heavy weight of survival. But everything changes the day he crosses paths with Alexander Moretti-a wealthy, ruthless, and much older Italian Mafia don. What starts as curiosity quickly ignites into a dangerous affair. Alexander is power, privilege, and temptation wrapped in expensive suits and hidden scars. He opens Tariq's world to luxury and risk, love and control-but loving a man like Alexander comes with a price. As Harlem buzzes with gossip, as church pews fill with whispers, and as violence creeps closer to their doorstep, Tariq must choose between the comfort of familiarity and the seductive pull of forbidden love. In a world that doesn't see them as human, can their love survive the weight of secrets, pride, and blood? A interracial gay romance set in 1952, gritty, raw and unforgettable.

William and Jackson have always existed in the spaces between-between past and present, between survival and something softer, between friendship and something neither of them are ready to name. But healing isn't linear, and neither is love. Between stolen glances, sharp words, and the slow unraveling of walls built too high, they'll have to decide: Is this something they can hold onto, or are they doomed to lose each other before they ever truly begin? Thanks for reading! Gracias por leer!