Lottie and Rowan's story: "You count to four." I state after a moment of silence. "I count to four and my safe number is three. You have turned everything upside down. Three, six, nine... Was what I used to think in. I used to check the door, the oven, the lights. But nine is not a multiple of four, it fucked me up." "Rowan I knew. I knew you were counting to four. You had four marks. You did the four fingers. You would kiss me in fours. But it is still not my fault." "I never said it was."

𝗗𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘃𝗲; (v.) to persuade someone that something false is the truth ༄ When AJ Lynch meets the new girl at Tommen, unaware of just how much her life mirrors his father's history. (WARNING | mcdonalds is mentioned a lot in this book, but pls boycott guys. free palestine 🇵🇸)

Three years after losing her brother, Céline comes back to Monaco to stay with her childhood friends, but it's clear they they've grown plenty since they used to live next door. She finds herself dealing with new friendships, relationships and situations all on her own - without the help of her brother. Would her brother like who she fell in love with? Is her best friend going to be okay with it? The pressure from social media is tough, but she wants to believe she's tougher. Disclaimer 1: It is a long story about different issues and feelings or struggles you might meet as you're growing older, the main character does have a lot of anxiety and I've noticed that some people find her annoying at times, and I understand. Anxiety is annoying in so many ways, but even more so to the person suffering from it. While Céline is a ficitional character and won't see your comments or anything, other poeple with anxiety might. Be thoughtful when commenting, and if you can't relate to her at all then congratulations. (also some of her experiences are my own and how I thought, felt and acted lol I've gotten my feelings hurt in these comments a lot hahahha) Disclaimer 2: I don't speak French. Swedish or Italian, so the italics is the translation that I suggest you read instead of the French or Italian that might be there lol.

[this is the story of my happily ever after. and don't worry, it's definitely a fun one.] - ❝I will love you until the end of time, and then even longer after that.❞ - Mickey Horan finally got the happiness she wanted. She found it in her biological brother Niall, and his four band mates. She found a family, and she found the love of her life. After meeting and eventually learning to trust the One Direction boys, she discovered that there is more to life than surviving; there is living, and there is adventure. Little did Mickey know, though, the biggest adventures of her life were about to take place. [COMPLEATED - BOOK TWO OF THE CIY SERIES]

ENCORAGES REQUESTS LIKE PLEASE, I HAVE NO MOTIVATION comment on chapters if I should make a part two medical diagnoses stuff too I'll mostly stuck with the stuff I have personally experienced but I will try my best :)

❛ 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 ❜ ❛ 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵? 𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰? ❜ 〔 🌌 〕 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 .ᐟ he realizes that he's in love with her at the most inconvenient time imaginable. 𝗰𝗵𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽𝗵𝗲𝗿 sturniolo 𝖷 𝗳𝗲𝗺𝗮𝗹𝗲!oc 𝙣𝙤 smut rated 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 for strong language 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱 : february 6th, 2023 𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 : february 6th, 2023 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 : may 15th, 2023 © 𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗹𝘆𝗻𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝘀𝗯𝗼𝗼𝗸𝘀, 2023

[this is the story of how i learned to live. but don't worry! it's kind of a fun one.] - ❝No, Niall, you don't get it! Our mom left me at a fire station and caught the next flight back to you. You grew up with a family, you got baby pictures and warm sweaters. You had a home. I didn't. I guess she thought she was setting me up for a better life, one better than whatever she gave you, but it wasn't better. What do you want me to say? I was left, I was abused, I have one leg. I'm damaged goods. You, and the rest of the boys along with you... you have to learn how to be okay with that.❞ - When Mickey is nearly 16, she survives a car accident that kills her best friend. After, her life takes a 180. She meets her brother, and the rest of One Direction along with him. Things begin to look up. Living with a boy band on tour, and eventually in London, was never the future she imagined. Getting scouted by SYCO was never the future she imagined. But it was a future she didn't mind. Mickey finally gets a taste of the happiness she never had; family, love, a home worth going home to. But 16 years of damage had already been done. Mickey meets the boys with one and a half good legs, a broken smile, and nightmares so bad she'd rather not sleep. Are five singers fit to be a family? And even if they are, will Mickey Horan ever be able to let them in? And maybe, just maybe, could her and one her brothers band mates work out? [COMPLETED - BOOK ONE OF THE CIY SERIES] [UNDERGOING EDITING. BEAR WITH ME.]