do you regret pushing those feelings away and hoping they'd disappear?

After George is hit with a tragedy he completely isolates himself from the people closest to him. A few years later, he runs into 2 old friends who will help him through mourning and bring him back to his happy old self... if they can. tw: suicide, self harm 4/12/22 - #1 dreamnotfound 4/23/22 - #1 george 10/23/22 - #1 dream 6/10/22- 10k !! 12/25/22- 20k !! 11/11/23- 30k!!! 8/15/25- 40k!! THANK U GUYS SO MUCH ILYSM <33

George is captain of the cheer team. Clay is the quarterback on the football team. A total clichè, right? Except for the fact that Clay has a girlfriend and George is a total bitch. #3 in dnf TW: Drinking, abuse, sexual harassment, sexual violence, mention of r@pe, NSFW, bad eating habits, bullying, suicidal thoughts, self harm, body insecurity.

George was on the ice since he could walk. It was his passion. His future. His everything. His world would be nothing without the beautiful sport. He didn't have time for friends or relationships. Figure skating was his main focus. Dream, on the other hand, started playing playing hockey once he got into elementary school. He was a natural. He wanted to make it big. He still found time for his life and friends, of course. He would drop everything for them. Warning!!: this book contains graphic descriptions of unhealthy habits. Please take care. Started: August 17th, 2023 Ended: September 9th, 2023 #2 in dnf #7 in skating TW: eating disorder self harm sexual harassment verbal/physical abuse throwing up injury Body image issues NSFW Suicidal thoughts/mentions Alcohol SA/r@pe Victim blaming Gun violence

George and Dream are high school student. They aren't friends in fact they are the opposite dream only ever talks to George when he needs home work. But what happens when George gets hired as a touter? TW in this book abuse homophobia SA Suicide started- october 14 2021 finished- January 5 2022 AHHHH i just logged back into this account its 2023! I completely forgot about this 😭😭 Go follow my main @j03y07 I know this is cringe im sorry 😭

George's life was perfect up until the age of 17. His father, the person he was closest with, died in a brutal car accident. This left just him and his mother, who couldn't seem to stay sober. They moved to a small town in Florida, basically in the middle of nowhere to start over. Clay, on the other hand, lives a very happy life. He earns a steady allowance from helping his parents on their farm. Everyone at school loves him. He gets good grades. Girls like him. Clay is hiding a dark secret, though. One that could never be exposed to a small town like this. Clay likes men. The only people that know are his friend group and parents. How long can he bear to keep this secret for? Started: December 25th, 2023 Ended: January 10th, 2024 #5 in DNF #7 in DNF #11 in dnf TW: Mention of death SA R@pe Drug abuse Alcoholism Homophobia Self harm Suicidal thoughts Violence Bullying Abuse Smut ED

There was always something off about the blonde. To put it nicely, he was weird. To George, his odd roommate never bothered him until he saw something he definitely wasn't supposed to see. #1 in DNF Started: April 2, 2024 Ended: May 11,2024 TW: Violence (obv) Verbal/physical abuse Illness R@pe SA Self-harm NSFW Suicidal thoughts/actions Kidnapping Main character death

George. He's a kind, beautiful brunette who works in a large, well-known, glamorous bar. Not everything's so beautiful and glamorous for George, though. Stuck in an abusive relationship with seemingly no way out, he finds himself losing hope. On top of that, he's dealing with abuse and harassment in his workplace. Clay or rather Dream. The son of the most well-known mafia boss in the country finds himself in a luxury bar just looking for a drink. Oh, little does he know that he'll meet the most gorgeous boy he's ever seen. Little does he know the true horrors that the same brunette has had to face. #5 in dnf #3 in dnf TW: alcohol, swearing, abuse, sexual harassment/assault, violence, suicidal thoughts, self harm, kidnapping, drug use, violence, NSFW, r@pe/mention of r@pe, throwing up.

Dream is a murderer. Cold blooded trigger finger. He doesn't care about the pain he's caused people. No regrets. No mercy. He's been hurt too many times to care. His childhood trauma constantly comes back to haunt him. The only way to fix it is to kill those who have hurt him. George is a newbie to America. After fleeing from his abusive ex to a whole other country, he's left with nowhere to go. No money, and his only friend lives hours from where he landed. What will happen when he witnesses a crime committed by a gorgeous blonde? #3 in dnf #1 in dnf Started: July 13, 2023 Ended: August 16, 2023 TW: R@pe mentions Sexual assault/harassment Descriptive violence Death Weapons Abuse Smoking Alcohol Kidnapping Self harm NSFW Suicidal mentions Eating disorder mentions

Dream finds himself in an introverts worst nightmare when Sapnap convinces him to host seven of their close friends for Sapnap's 21st birthday. The only thing holding Dream together was knowing he could finally meet his best friend, George, in person. However, the person who stepped off the plane felt like a complete stranger to Dream- an unrecognizable personality inhabiting the body of the person he thought he knew better than anyone in this world. Years of online friendship had built up this moment for him, only to come crashing down when George wasn't the man he thought he was. tw: swearing, drinking, fluff/smut