Goa Tu is a secret even to himself, an Omega living as a Beta, loving an Alpha who despises everything he truly is. As Shen Wenlang's world collides with Hua Yong's calculated interference, the fragile balance between loyalty, love, and survival begins to crack. Some desires are hidden to survive. Others are hidden because revealing them would destroy everything.

Wenlang finally Finds Gaotu after 3 years "...Is this-my child?" The silence that followed burned hotter than fire. "You've misunderstood," he said, voice hoarse.

In this alternate universe of Shen Wenlang and Gao Tu, three years have passed since Gao Tu vanished, leaving behind only silence and an unhealed mark on Wenlang's heart. Unknown to him, his lost secretary and closest friend is not only his fated mate but also the Omega carrying his child. As Shen Wenlang searches for the one who escaped his grasp, the past begins to resurface, piece by painful piece. Disclaimer / Warning > ⚠️ This story is a fanfiction and is purely a work of imagination. It is not part of the original series, and some details, personalities, and events have been changed or reinterpreted for creative purposes. This story contains Omegaverse themes, emotional angst, and mature emotional situations.

"Dad wants us to go to this specialist tomorrow. He already booked an appointment for us. "It's at 11 in the morning," Wenlang said to him after they returned from the party. Gao Tu had just changed his clothes and was now combing his hair. Wenlang asked again when he didn't say anything. "I don't want to go.", Gao Tu said after a long, stretched silence. "And I don't want to attend another uncomfortable family meeting with my dad, so we are going.", Wenlang said as he removed his socks and put them into the hamper. Shen Wenlang and Gao Tu are stuck in a contract marriage and battling their own demons, while Gao Tu's stepbrother keeps hoping to reconnect with his estranged brother. A story full of angst and heartbreak, but with a happy ending.

✨ I loved the novel... but this time, I want to tell it differently. For ten silent years, Gao Tu carried a love that was never spoken. For ten silent years, Shen Wenlang felt the same... but never knew. Bound by pride, by Wenlang's hatred for omegas, and by Gao Tu's quiet lie of pretending to be a beta - their hearts never found the courage to meet. Now fate throws them together again. But there's a catch. Chen Pinming - Sheng Shayou's loyal secretary - steps into the picture. And suddenly, a quiet love triangle begins to burn. Between the past that still bleeds and a future that waits to be claimed - Will Shen Wenlang be able to conquer the heart he once broke? Or will Gao Tu finally choose someone who sees him for who he really is? 🔥 A story of secrets, longing, and the battle between past mistakes and second chances.

Childhood friends torn apart by misunderstandings, Shen Wenlang and Gao Tu cross paths again when Gao Tu's father falls into bankruptcy. To save his family, Gao Tu is forced to accept Wenlang's father's ruthless condition, marriage to Wenlang and the duty of producing an heir. Bound by a contract of necessity, Wenlang sees it as a second chance while Gao Tu views it as a cage, igniting a storm of resentment, unspoken love, and a battle between obligation and desire.

I badly wanted to write fan fics. So I thought I'll start with them. Shen Wenlang x Gao tu in my own universe This story mainly focus on Shen Wenlang's POV.

Homecoming follows Gao Tu as he returns to Jiang Hu at Shen Wenlang's side-no longer a secretary standing at the threshold, but a marked Omega learning to belong. It is a fluffy, mundane story of shared mornings, clumsy affection, office-wide gossip, and bonds that refuse to behave quietly. Between domestic warmth and unruly instincts, old routines unravel and new truths surface. As Wenlang learns to love without control and Gao Tu learns to stay without fear, home becomes something they build-together. Continuation of Shen Wenlang and Gao Tu journey...my way

The unspoken love, trying to find a way to anchor his feelings that he had been silent for ten years. The caring that turns out to be a love that he can hardly understand, trying to find comfort in the heart of someone he's been guarding. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The characters are from the novel and series "abo desire". This story I made a little bit different from the original work. I'm sorry if the English is a mess because English is not my mother language. Special thanks to my best friend StrawberrySweet714 (Amy) for helping me edit the cover.❤❤❤ I hope you enjoy it~~😊😊😊

Were you disappointed with how Gao Tu and Shen Wenlang's story ended? Me too. And I can't help myself, I have to change it. With all love for the original author, having them separate for 3 years and then reunite off screen in both novel and tv show broke my heart. If it did yours too, this is for you! Gao Tu has a lot to say about his beautiful, if painful, love story. Listen to him tell the story through his perspective, and then get the happy ending he deserves <3 If you haven't read the novel yet, it's not necessary to read but I highly recommend as it's incredible. The best translation I've found is at https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/desire/ And if you haven't watched the show yet, even more highly recommend as they're beautiful. If you haven't done either... you might miss some context.