With a list of names written in his little brown book, Bucky Barnes is determined to make amends for all he has done. But when he can't make amends with the man that saved the world, he has no other option but to turn to his daughter - Estella Stark.

MODERN AU || ON HOLD . . . . Afghan Vet Bucky Barnes lost pieces of his mind and body in the war, and returning to modern day life isn't something that he's found easy. With PTSD that lingers in every corner of his mind, adjusting to life is easier said then done. He is used to the disastrous and ugly truth of war and he doesn't trust anything that seems too good to be true. So when he once again finds good in his life, can he hold on to it?