"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

Sage is a shy girl with an anxious heart. After much consideration she decides to move to LA on her own, leaving her family and best friends back home. Sage has dreams of becoming a singer though it's hard for her to break past the wall of social anxiety; but she meets someone along the way who changes everything. I will be putting TW's at the beginning of each chapter that I feel needs one. Achieved: 🥇 in #gxg 4 in #billieeilish

pov; you're the daughter of billie eilish // first few chapters are shitty so be patient thanks #1 FINNEAS - {31st January 2022} #1 OCONNELL - {13th February 2022}

When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish

a story in which an unlikely pair gets to know each other. billie o'connell is an infamous delinquent who always has something suggestive to say. madelyn is just a reserved girl who happened to catch her eye. madelyn quickly learns there's more to billie o'connell than just her charming good looks and diamond grill. (A/N: the first two chapters of this began as smut imagines from a previous book, until i decided to turn them into a story of their own) {lowercase intended} (unedited)

"you never forget to bring me flowers, do you?" please note that this story contains: gxg sexual activities suicide and mentions of it self-harm use of drugs & alcohol depression anxiety eating disorders please don't read if these are triggering for you!! *billie's not famous in this book* bottom billie

"can't sleep." she said shortly, turning over. when rae is forced to share a tent with her bully on a school trip, they both face the same nightmarish struggles. lower case intentional. [tw] contains mentions of sleep paralysis, insomnia, nightmares etc. gxg

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

Imagine writing a fan fiction about Billie Eilish just to find out she's read it. Ember's entire life flips upside down when she receives a DM from someone regarding her fanfiction about Billie Eilish. This book will contain: -Suicidal thoughts -Self-Harm -Depression -Homophobia -Language -Smut achieved 2 in #billieeilish 1 in #billie 2 in #bil 1 in #bils 2 in #eilish

Captivated Sequel Please read the first book before you read this one thank you Elle, a recovering anorexic has to find a new way to cope after her attempt at taking her life, while girlfriend Billie also has to find a way to cope with the constant fear of losing the one she loves the most.