"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17

"how are you going to return it if there's no name on it?" "I guess I'll just have to read in order to find out who it belongs to." ~~~ minho finds a diary on the floor of the school hallway, and it has no name attached. minho is going to do everything he can to find who the diary belongs to and return it to its owner. jisung, an aspiring writer, loses his diary and has no clue where it could've gone. jisung will just have to find another way to release his feelings until his diary is returned to him. started: march 27, 2021 finished: january 26, 2022 highest rankings: #1 in minsung (2/2/22) #1 in stray (9/1/2021, 10/4/21) #1 in minho (5/30/22, 1/5/23, 7/23/23) #1 in hanjisung (6/3/22, 1/5/22) #1 in kpop (5/30/22, 10/24/23) #1 in jisung (5/30/22, 9/18/23) #1 in hyunjin (5/30/22) #1 in changbin (5/30/22) #1 in chan (5/30/22) #1 in jeongin (5/30/22, 8/1/23) #1 in leeknow (5/30/22) #1 in han (5/30/22) #1 in leefelix (5/30/22) #1 in leeminho (5/30/22, 6/11/22, 4/17/23) #1 in hwanghyunjin (5/30/22) #1 in seochangbin (5/30/22) #1 in kimseungmin (5/30/22, 6/20/22) #1 in seungmin (5/31/22, 10/30/23) #1 in skz (1/1/23, 12/21/23) #2 in bangchan (5/31/22) #2 in yangjeongin (3/10/23, 9/18/23) #3 in straykids (5/30/22, 1/6/23) #4 in diary (6/6/22)