Three and a half years into their career, I-T-Z-Y is known for being flawless, tight performances, sold-out shows, perfect harmony. On stage, everything is controlled. Off stage, Ryujin is a mystery no one dares to question. She comes and goes at odd hours, hides bruises beneath long sleeves, and keeps secrets that don't belong in a rehearsal room. Yeji is the first to notice the silence between the notes, the way Ryujin's smiles don't reach her eyes anymore. What starts as concern slowly turns into something deeper, something dangerous, as Yeji is pulled into Ryujin's world, a place filled with unspoken rules, risky choices, and feelings neither of them can afford. Because when love enters a life already on the edge, one wrong step can throw everything out of tune.

In a quiet village cloaked by vineyards and secrets, two women find a love that must remain unseen. Yeji, bound by duty, and Ryujin, a runaway artist haunted by her past, share stolen moments against a backdrop of danger and silence. In a world that forbids their truth, their love becomes both their salvation and their greatest risk.

Yeji and Ryujin Shin's marriage crumbled after two devastating losses-their baby was stillborn and Ryujin's beloved Aunt Rosé passed away. Two years later, they remain divorced but continue to co-parent their children and run a restaurant together. Though their relationship has become mainly platonic, unresolved emotions simmer beneath the surface. As Yeji begins to reclaim her life-managing grief, depression, and therapy-she learns Ryujin has started dating again. This revelation sparks something in her, and she rekindles an intimate connection with her. Their passionate reunion, however, isn't just physical-it ignites old wounds and emotional tension around grief, loss, trust, and forgiveness. [ a/n : This story is a fan adaptation inspired by the novel Before I Let Go by Kennedy Ryan. All original characters, plotlines, and ideas belong to the author, Kennedy Ryan. I do not claim ownership of the source material. This adaptation was created purely for entertainment purposes and as a creative tribute. No copyright infringement is intended. ] - enjoy :)

Shin Ryujin's life hasn't been easy since her wife passed away, leaving her with a son to take care of and a temper that would test anyone's patience. Hwang Yeji is a young woman who, after much searching, manages to land a job at the Shin shipping company. But encountering her boss, who provokes daily confrontations, wasn't what she expected. Nevertheless, Yeji faces each confrontation head-on regardless of hierarchies. However, neither of them expects a small ally who will make them understand that miracles do exist. "That ogres, like onions, have many layers and it takes someone to patiently peel them away one by one."

Viewers Discretion: this story is purely fictional and also contains self-abuse and strong langauge. A ryeji story wherein ryujin is suicidal "i feel bad for your stupidity" the stranger said "you don't know me" ryujin answered, annoyance visible in her voice the stranger laughed loudly "sure" she said...

In which the prominent member of a gang, Shin Ryujin, has a mission to accomplish, and Hwang Yeji is one of her targets. "I played it hard and fast, kitty." contains mature content ❗