This is a romanogers fanfic. This is my first story too, so any constructive criticism would be great! WARNING: COVERS ADULT TOPICS AND CONTAINS GRAPHIC SCENES!! READ AT OWN RISK!! So, thank you so much for reading this fic.

(Yes, yes this is the title of a Sabrina Carpenter song, glad you noticed. If you didn't, now you know.) So, as some of you might know, I'm a huuuuuuuuuge Romanogers fan, and i know some of you are too. So, I've already wrote one fic on them.... But of course that's not enough so here's another one, not related in any way to the other story. It takes place after Cicvil War, and Nat's been brought down like... a lot. She's been living with Clint for a while now, but Wanda's there too and she's pretty mad at Nat after what she did. Steve... will come into the story a little later... He comes back from Wakanda for a while, because he needs to talkto his friends and wants them to help him. But he sees ther's something terribly wrong with Nat and he wants to help her. So, as the fans of my first fic are used to, most of this story will be from Nat's pov, some of it Wanda, and probably even some others, but I'll tell you if it changes, so don't you worry. ~Moonwolf

[Post AoU] "I had a dream...the kind that seems normal at the time, but when you wake..." "What did you dream?" "I dreamed that I was an Avenger. That I was anything more than the assassin they made me into." -Natasha Romanoff, to Bruce Banner. Both Loki and Winter appear again, causing the Avengers to have to come together and fight. However, during the fight, the infamous Black Widow, known to the Avengers as Natasha Romanoff, is taken hostage. When she returns, she is not quite herself. Captain America is the only Avenger she lets even remotely close to her. All the walls she let down are back up again, blocking off anyone who might be able to help her. Meanwhile, S.H.I.E.L.D has another mission for the Avengers. Unfortunately, it can only be completed with Black Widow's help. Will Captain America be able to break down Black Widows' walls and help her find herself before they jeopardize this mission? (I know Black Widow IS an assassin and an agent at the same time, but this assassin is back when she was in the Red Room)