based on the 1989 film 'dead poets society', a neil perry love story.

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

it's 12 am and i'm wide awake --- just a short disclaimer from the author in 2021, please do note that this was written by a 15 year old.

just some pieces I've put together, it's alright I suppose.

He said, "Let's get married when we grow up" He said, "Your eyes are so beautiful" He said, "I will always love you the way you are" but he also said, "I love her now, I always love you like a sister". Is it wrong for me to fight for my love? For my own fiancee? Is scheming is not allowed? Everyone condemning me, but what about her? Why everyone is praising her while she snatched what was mine at the first place? What is so great about her? True, she is the heroine while I'm the villainess. Even villainess is worthy of love but why am I not? Worthy or not, I will get what I'm worthy of and it started with the proudest of the heroine's backer. I will hurt you and break you as you did to me! Synopsis: Li Xi Rui is the first miss born from the only wife of the Left Prime Minister. Growing up, she has been pampered and sheltered by her family. From when she was born, she has been betrothed to the crown prince of the Qi kingdom. Life seems beautiful till the day she was cast aside and humiliated by her own fiancee and his brother, the second prince. By determination, she schemes her way to get back her fiancee. But, the second prince managed to deflect all the plan and as a result her family died and she was thrown to the dungeon and left there to be forgotten. While the prison guard try to force himself on her, she killed herself and managed to be reincarnated. But it was too late, the time she have been reincarnated is back when her engagement has been annulled. This time, she will cherish her family but it doesn't mean she will blindly accept her fate. She will first get her revenge! Highest Ranking: #1 Transmigration #1 handsomemalelead #1 cn #1 tragedy #1 sidecharacter #1 historicalchinese #1 reborn #1 pastlife #1 blackbelly #1 historical #1 originalstory

My poetry, letters, stories and time all for a future love who may never read these, they may never know this exists yet I dedicate my heart, soul and spirit to whoever they may be. Even before our paths crossed I loved you.