I wasn't always like this. I used to be happy. I used to be the popular girl and I used to smile. But I was an entirely different person now. Life had done that to me. Every thing all happened at once. After the death of my father my life had been flipped upside down. Troy had used me and done something to me that I could never ever forget. He ruined me. I had no clue what was to happen next in my life. I had experienced love, heartbreak and death all at once. Why are all of these people so protective of me? Am I next to die after my father? Why am I always so paranoid? No one knows how my father died, or at least I don't. I know they're all hiding it from me...I just know it. I'm trying to get over it but I can't. Mother won't either. Every time I try to tell her to move on she tells me "You'll never understand love Annie." That's right, cause I won't. It's a bunch of bullshit...love is for idiots. Harry and Niall protect me like they're my bodyguards. I don't need 24 hour protection. I'm not a criminal, nor am I to be hunted down. Or so I think. I can't erase my past, and the horrible things that were done to me and forced upon me. I even keep my story a secret. I'd rather have everyone think that what they knew was the truth, than for them to know what the real truth was; simply because I didn't want it to be brought up again. I find it hard to believe that there's some light out there coming my way. And then there he came. The light of my life. I just have to try and keep him alive with me.

Avery's been through heartbreak and unbearable torture, leaving her emotionally scarred. Her rich older brother, Jason, forces her on a solo trip to Paris for a few weeks. she feels like it's a dream come true. But once she gets on that plane her life changes in an instant. Now she's somehow dragged along with the biggest boy band in the world, travelling to different countries. But Avery falls for one special boy along the way, can she ever love somebody with the past she bares? can she ever trust anyone again? can she love him as much as he loves her? a story packed full of cute romance, humour, suspense and tragedy. it's a fast paced on-the-edge read that'll keep you wanting more.

'SHUT THE FUCK UP SANA! YOU SHOULDNT BE CRITIZING ME WHEN YOU'VE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND IN YOU ENTIRE SHITTY LIFE!' he yells back with full hatred and anger in his eyes. For the second time that day my heart shatters. But this time it hurts even more because I know that it's true and it's coming from the boy I love. Yes I have never had a boyfriend and he knows it. I don't know what to do.. I just collapse on the floor, holding my knees to my chest, and start to sob freely. 'Why does everyone hate me? What did I ever do? Am I just too ugly?' I whisper tears falling from my cheeks. Everyone just stands there staring at me and harry at shock. Harry is just standing there looking at me looking very regretful but still angry. 'Why?! Why does everyone fucking hate me?! Answer me!' I yell at them my vision still blurry. Ramina looks at me and then just walks out the door. 'Fuck you Harry Styles!' she screams before closing the door behind her. My heart feels so broken that I can't bear it. My head gets dizzy and I can't handle the pain anymore. My whole world goes black. This is what happens when you are Torn with Harry Styles.

She doesn't remember anything. Their first date, their first kiss, the first time he bought her flowers, their first fight. She doesn't even know who he is. She's forgotten something horrible, something no one wants to remind her of. So what exactly happens when everything disappears?

She was his main priority for years, but when he screws up and forgets where he started, can he make amends with her? Or will she forever be the one that got away? Warning: this story was written when I was around twelve/thirteen so the writing is not very good. Cover by xSnowKiss. All Rights Reserved. ©