kiss me | billie eilish

baby. i could get used to calling her that. a story in which two life long best friends fall in love. TW: - self harm - depressive themes - abuse

MEMORIES // B.E

memory /ˈmem(ə)rē/ noun the remembering or recollection of a dead person, especially one who was popular or respected ============================== "dancing through our house with the ghost of you..." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== this story contains sensitive topi...

my lover | b.e

Calista was a girl that lived with her dad. her only escape was dance class. until she met Billie. tw// sh abuse suic1de depression eating disorder anxiety/ panic attacks

Friends// a B.E story

some friendships never last... book 1: Friends TW: THIS BOOK CONTAINS: VIOLENCE ABUSE SEXUAL ASSAULT THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE SELF HARM ANXIETY USE OF WEAPONS

the hanging tree - billie eilish

i suck at descriptions. i can't promise you it'll be good but check it out please 🙃 achieved: #1 in billieeilishsmut #1 in suicideawareness #2 in baird #5 in billieeilishfanfic

i think i kinda love you

a story about billie and her s/o, evelyn who learn to navigate bil's fame while learning to balance their relationship while they're both constantly in the spotlight. lowercase is intended. TW for the story smut, s*x, s*xual assault, drug use, alcohol use, past a*usive relationships, mental health highs and lows, anx...

everything i wanted // billie eilish

~i just wanted to protect you.~ // Sequel to Lovely If you haven't read Lovely first please go do that or else this book won't make sense! This book does contain spoilers for Lovely as well so make sure you don't read this one without reading Lovely first! ~ Somewhat AU. This story may contain graphic depictions of se...

Breathing you |b.e

I was an addict but I never thought I would get addicted to you, but as soon as our eyes meet I was stuck, blinded by your beauty. I knew life would end with you. Trigger warnings Drug-, alcohol abuse, overdose, suic!de, self harm, body image

call me back? •billie eilish book•

Something so small, wether it be a person or a new relationship, can flip your whole life. A basic everyday routine, now has a whole new meaning because of one girl. (this book uses capitals) WARNING! things in this book can be triggering to people it may include: self harm, suicidal thought, eating disorders, sex...

I think you accidentally saved my life.

who knows what would have happened if billie wasn't on a late night drive? would gabriella ever get to know what being in love feels like? TW for whole book: -suicidal ideation/attempt -self harm -depression -eating disorder - anxiety 🥉#dontsmileatme

pink flowers | billie eilish

"you never forget to bring me flowers, do you?" please note that this story contains: gxg sexual activities suicide and mentions of it self-harm use of drugs & alcohol depression anxiety eating disorders please don't read if these are triggering for you!! *billie's not famous in this book* bottom billie

Addicted

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fan...

parties // billie eilish

Why does all this shit happen to me? "To have someone so close to you just disappear is a pain I can't explain. It just feels empty. So incredibly empty." Girlxgirl with Billie Eilish. Ember suffers from anxiety and depression but she tries to hide it as good as she can. For her, the way to do it is to put on a mask...

Teenage state of mind (b.e)

when billie and madison's world's collide, their relationship will be put to the test. will billie be able to commit? -lowercase intended -a lil bit of smut here and there - tw// self harm, alcohol, drugs, attempts, & death hashtag achievements: #1 in billieeilishfanfic #1 in bil #4 in billieeilish

close | b.e

for joli, it was always about being in control of everything. until she met billie, who had grown to love the feeling of never being in control. tw: contains graphic mentions of eating disorders, self harm, overworking, panic attacks etc.

𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 | 𝑩.𝑬

-𝒐𝒉 𝒏𝒐, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "We're sending you to boarding school. In America." When Lynx's girlfriend dies, her parents a...

𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆 | 𝑩.𝑬

~𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚? 𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒎 𝒊? 𝒐𝒉 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒆, 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒄𝒆~ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - It's been almost 2 and a half years since Lynx la...

𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒊𝒕 | 𝑩.𝑬

-𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- when billie crashes the car, life for the couple goes even more pear-shaped than before. what will lynx do when Billie becomes someone she hasn't met in over 3 years? and what will happen when she does something about it? sequel too 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆

little black dress

gxg warnings: mention or action of: smut alcohol drugs smoking self harm abuse sexual assault rape

-you make me feel safe| B.E-

"i'm scared. i'm scared because nobody has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. i'm scared because nobody has ever cared for me as much as you do" warning: this book contains mentions of, abuse, self harm, sexual harassment, assault, rape and other mature content. this book is inspired by "come out and play" by...

𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 | billie eilish

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of socie...

away; b.e.[rewritting]

"You really shouldn't but i need to kiss you once more," she says. I cup her face with my hands and I kiss her. I take my time and I kiss her, taking in every second of it. Billie pulls away and rests her head on mine. "I love you," I say. "I know you do," she says. She stands up straight, takes the promise ring...

Ember || B.E

Imagine writing a fan fiction about Billie Eilish just to find out she's read it. Ember's entire life flips upside down when she receives a DM from someone regarding her fanfiction about Billie Eilish. This book will contain: -Suicidal thoughts -Self-Harm -Depression -Homophobia -Language -Smut achieved 2 in #bill...

ꜰɪꜰᴛʏ ᴅᴀʏꜱ ᴛɪᴍᴇ

ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙɪʟʟɪᴇ ᴅɪᴅ ꜱᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ʟᴀᴜɢʜ ᴏʀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ, ɪɴ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ꜱᴏʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀʏ. ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴡᴀꜱ ʜʏᴘɴᴏᴛɪᴢɪɴɢ, ʜᴇʀ ɪᴄʏ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴇʏᴇꜱ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀɢɴᴇᴛ. ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ᴋᴇᴘᴛ ᴘᴜʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅ ʜᴇʀ. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ᴋɪʟʟ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴ 50 ᴅᴀʏꜱ. ᴛʜᴀᴛ'ꜱ ᴍʏ ᴘʟᴀɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴀ ɢɪʀʟ ᴘʀɪᴇꜱ ʜᴇʀꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɢᴏ ꜱᴏʀᴛᴀ ᴏꜰꜰ...