Started: June 10, 2023 Finished: August 30, 2024 Insouciant: Uncaring; unconcerned; emotionally uninvested. Trans Osamu Dazai (female to male) fanfiction! "You know you can't turn a hoe into a house-wife, right? Well, you can't turn a narcissistic asshole into a Prince Charming either." Osamu Dazai had been a shy, gentle and timid girl before transitioning to a male. Though some people accepted and embraced him as his true self, his situation presented many challenges. It was his first real relationship as a male and he was optimistic about this relationship. His first few dates with Chuuya seemed to go well and he was excited at the prospect of having a real, healthy relationship, but as the weeks rolled by he started to notice signs of something was off. Chuuya was uncaring, emotionally uninvested and dismissive of his feelings. Can Dazai turn his toxic relationship into a positive one? Or will it only fall apart?

Started: June 6, 2023 Finished: July 23, 2024 Lyssophobia: Fear of going insane or mad. Osamu Dazai was a young man with a crippling fear of going insane or mad known as lyssophobia. This fear kept him away from socializing, so he decided to lead a more solitary life. With the pressures of his family he accepted to get a therapy. So he had no other choice but to open up to a stranger. However, a young man named Chuuya listened his story intently, accepted and understood him in a way he never thought was possible. Suddenly, talking to Chuuya didn't seem as daunting as it used too. No matter how many times his friends told Chuuya to stay away from Dazai, Chuuya already started to fall in love with him. He wanted to reach out to Dazai and hold him, but he knew it was not his place. After all they had nothing but a doctor-patient relationship. So, Chuuya had to keep his feelings to himself and continue to be a professional. However, Dazai also sensed that something had changed in their relationship. He had also found himself falling in love with Chuuya, but his lyssophobia held him back from expressing his emotions.

Started: June 4, 2023 Finished: July 19, 2024 Paramnesia: A disorder of memory in which dreams or fantasies are confused with reality. After a near-fatal motorcycle accident, Chuuya finds himself trapped in a mysterious white room with no doors, only a window. The building is impossibly high, and he is the only one there, until he sees a bandaged young boy who tells him the only way to escape is to take his own life. But when Chuuya follows through, he wakes up from his coma with a lingering question: Was Dazai, a man he met in his dreams, just a figment of his imagination, or was he real? As Chuuya searches for answers, he discovers an article about a local artist who attempted suicide. Chuuya visits him in the hospital and is shocked to find that the man is none other than Dazai. But how can this be? Is it all just a strange coincidence, or is there more to their connection than either of them realize?

Started: June 01, 2023 Finished: June 30, 2024 Insomnious: Troubled with dreams; restless in sleep; chronic inability to fall asleep or to enjoy uninterrupted sleep. Chuuya had been struggling with sleep, but the young therapist he met, because of his friend's insists, would change his life for better.

Started: April 20, 2023 Finished: April 26, 2024 Two souls met in a hospital room. Chuuya has just a few broken bones after a motorbcycle accident he had and Dazai has a terminal illness called emphysema... The fate brought them together, but will the death which is after every living being separate them early?

Started: May 8, 2023 Finished: June 19, 2024 Psychodysleptic: That brings on a dreamlike mental state; hallucinogenic. I'm blinded by the lights. I can't sleep... I'm drowning in the night... You are the one I trust when I'm like this... I can see the sun light up the sky every day. This city is cold and empty... I'm running out of time...

Started: April 19, 2023 Finished: April 15, 2024 At 15, life was easier... Especially when it comes to love... You would meet someone and you would choose them over everyone and they would choose you over everyone as well. You could do anything together! Together you could conquer the world! Life was yours, only for both of you! You could have faced everything together and lived together! You could have faced everything together and nothing else didn't matter. You would believe love and happy endings...

Started: April 23, 2023 Finished: They didn't care what the others said about them. Because they had already fallen in love with each other. Will they be able to face with the destiny together and stay together through all the hardships.

Published (in AO3): 28 March 2020 After developing romantic feelings for his childhood friend, Haru got caught on a legendary disease which is called 'Hanahaki.' Hanahaki kills people if their love is unrequited. There is a cure: Losing your love and memories... Forever. Will Haru be able to get out of this situation? ╭┈─────── ೄྀ ╰┈➤ Death... Haru let his arms fall down onto the bed. He didn't want to die, but he didn't want to lose his feelings for Rin either. He didn't know what to do. Disclaimer: I don't own Free!

Published (In AO3): 8 March 2021 Even though they never had that much interaction, they have something common now: Both of their love were unrequited. At first Makoto didn't think he would attach to someone who is almost a stranger for him, but as they spend more time together, Makoto started to have feelings for Sousuke. Will his love be returned this time? ╭┈─────── ೄྀ ╰┈➤ "I guess, I have the same reason with you, but Haru doesn't get me high anymore." Makoto confessed, trying to make Sousuke understand some things. "Then?" Sousuke asked confused. "Someone else does," Makoto let out a sad sigh, "but my chance with this person is slim." "This is sad," Sousuke said not knowing what else to say. "I know..." Tears filled Makoto's eyes. Disclaimer: I don't own Free!