Blake Vitale was a mess. Alam niyang para siyang bomba na malapit nang sumabog. He can even hear the ticking of the clock in his head, the time bomb in his soul. Pero pilit siyang kumakapit, pilit siyang lumalaban para sa hustisya at para sa kakambal niya. Sa paglipas ng mga taon, normal na sa kaniya na wala siyang emosyon at wala siyang maramdaman. Day after day, he got broken and broken until there's nothing left of him. He plead for forgiveness. He plead for absolution and for remission of every sins he committed. But would his broken soul's plea be heard? Or would he lost his soul altogether? CECELIB | C.C. WARNING: MATURE CONTENT | P-18 COMPLETED Cover: Astrid Jaydee

If there was one thing Blaze Vitale perfected over the long years of suffering and pain, that was pretending to be okay and making "I'm fine," the most common lie in human history believable. He had to be fine. For his brother. He decided to be fine and made himself smile. It was hard, but he had to do it right-with a smile. Then she came along, the woman who had the same face as his beloved. He was a mess and broken, and he thought she was his salvation, that she was the answer to his affliction... But he was wrong... because instead of fixing him, she broke him even more. CECELIB | C.C. WARNING: MATURE CONTENT | R-18 COMPLETED Cover: Astrid Jaydee

{THIS BOOK IS SELF-PUBLISHED!! If you want to read a newer improved version you can read it in paperback or kindle (ku) on amazon!!} Getting stuck in the elevator with a famous hockey player was an accident, but falling in love is a choice. ***** Josie Scott was looking forward to a normal Friday evening of red wine and TV on her couch, but the building elevator had other ideas. Stuck in a tiny space with hockey star Wyatt Boone, they get to know each other to pass the time. But Josie never expected a little flirtation to turn into a steamy romance, an onslaught of paparazzi, and strangest of all: self-acceptance. [[word count: 80,000-90,000 words] Cover designed by Adam Budny {BOOK 1 OF THE FALLING SERIES} {BOOK 2-FEAR OF INTIMACY} {BOOK 3-FEAR OF LOVE}

What the mind forgets; the heart remembers. You're always there to lift me up. I don't have a friend, everyone hates me, but you chose to be with me. Kaya hindi ko makakalimutan kung paano mo binago ang buhay ko. Nagpapasalamat ako dahil dumating ka sa buhay ko. Ang tahimik kong mundo, nagkaroon ng magandang musika. Nasanay ako na nandiyan ka sa tabi ko kaya sobra akong nalungkot nung sinabi mong aalis ka para sa iyong pangarap. Pero anong magagawa ko? Pangarap mo 'yan, eh. Before me, you have your dreams. So, chase your dream first. I will always be here... waiting for you. Siguro makukuntento na lang muna ako ngayon sa mga masasayang alaala natin. Sa ngayon, makikinig na lang muna ako sa musika nang mag-isa. I will wait for you until you hear me playing piano again. Nandito lang ako, Kai. -K. Date Started: June 29, 2020 Date Ended: September 5, 2020 Related story: #1: I Love You, Engineer