[TEIL 2] Während Jay alles gibt, um der gefürchtetste Dealer der Stadt zu werden, dafür, dass jeder in Berlin seinen Namen kennt, sitzt Federico am Schreibtisch und lernt. Für ein besseres Leben, um eines Tages das Viertel mit seinen versifften Plattenbauten und angebrannten Mülltonnen hinter sich zu lassen. Ihr Ehrgeiz zieht sie in einen Strudel aus Gewalt, aus dem es kein Entrinnen zu geben scheint. Vor allem für Fede nicht. _____________ Die Verlierer 1&2 ist die Vorgeschichte von »Lass uns Helden sein«, kann jedoch unabhängig davon gelesen werden. Alle Rechte vorbehalten. Cover: Zhiveya

[TEIL 3] Jay gehört die Unterwelt. Von der Siedlung über die Bahntrassen bis zum Görli, dort, wo sich die Dealer aufbauen und Bares gegen Ware getauscht wird. Hier weiß jeder, wer das Sagen hat. Meistens zumindest. Doch sein Herz gehört Fede. Diesem Streber, der sich mehr aus Astronomie und hässlichen Sternen macht als aus Jays Hoffnungen. Mehr und mehr drohen die Leben der beiden auseinander zu gleiten. Jay will das verhindern, bis es auf einmal um mehr als dem Ende ihrer Freundschaft geht ... Teil 1: Die Verlierer - Könige der Plattenbauten Teil 2: Die Verlierer - Sklaven des Erfolgs Findet ihr beide auf meinem Profil! Triggerwarnung: Am Ende der Geschichte

[TEIL 1] Man soll sich seine Freunde nah halten und seine Feinde noch näher. Das ist Jays Devise, denn immerhin kann er es nicht zulassen, dass der Streber Federico ihn als einziger nicht respektiert. Mehr und mehr muss Jay sich jedoch eingestehen, dass Federico eigentlich ein ziemlich cooler Typ ist. Zwischen dem ersten Joint auf dem Spielplatz und auf Supermarkt-Parkplätzen rumhängen, kommen die beiden sich näher. Näher, als es in Jays Pläne passt ... _______ Die Verlierer 1&2 ist die Vorgeschichte von »Lass uns Helden sein«, kann jedoch unabhängig davon gelesen werden. Alle Rechte vorbehalten. Cover: Zhiveya

It was hard hating someone so much you start to obsess over them. Then again, it really was a small line between love and hate. Jason: I knew he saw me. His blue eyes wide and lips parted. So fucking beautiful. I was supposed to hate him, but the second I saw the unmistakable lust in his gaze, I was gone. Charlie: Out of all the things I had expected to come across in my life, Jason Pierce getting head wasn't one of them. That would've been totally normal at a Highschool party if it wasn't for the fact that it was from a guy. Shit.

Treat them like prisoners and they'll behave like prisoners. Oakleaf Academy was a prison. No matter how you described it, no one would believe it was a boarding school. The kids were running wild, fighting, dealing and screwing their lives up beyond repair. It was for the roughest and toughest boys in the country, cooped up like animals. It wasn't a boarding school, it was a nightmare. And the boys weren't students, they were devils in disguise. Once you're in there, there's no turning back.

*COMPLETED* 1979. After Tommy helps his cousin Jesse and his boyfriend escape the religious and homophobic town Evanston in Utah, his parents send him to conversation therapy, thinking he too is interested in the same gender. Without much arguing, Tommy agrees, thinking he will just spend three months of his life away from school, coming out the same, because he is, in fact, only interested in girls. But when he arrives and meets Kenneth, a boy he remembers from his school, things start to change and Tommy realizes, that he may not leave this place being the same after all. Sidestory to Loving the Sin, can be a Standalone Rankings! #2 1970s 26/08/20 #3 conversiontherapy 20/08/20 #1 church 25/11/20 #1 gayrights 27/11/20

Colby hated one guy and one guy only. This guy stole his chance to become captain of the football team, mocks him in front of the team and -the cherry on top- slept with Colby's girlfriend. This guy was Ezra Dickinson. Colby swore that if he ever got the chance to get revenge on the guy he'd do it. So why did he get sent an anonymous photo of him making out with Ezra at a party? He decides to confront Ezra about the photo but his confrontation gets heated. Although, not in the way Colby was expecting. **Now publisher on Amazon and kindle under the same title and name!!** Cover by M_Rainberry

Only one lesson from high school is considered completely irrefutable: football players and basketball players do not get along. Jordan Wolf is the quarterback of the football team. Chase Jackson the captain of the basketball team. They're the spearheads of their school's football-basketball rivalry, constantly butting heads. After enough almost-incidents, however, the principal lays down the law: they must learn to tolerate each other, or both of them will be kicked off their teams. Initially, both boys are certain that the year won't end without another fight. But is it really all hate between them? One additional bonus chapter available on the Lacey Grace Library.

Everyone loves Nicholas Dawson. He is the golden boy, the one with perf*ct grades, a gorgeous girlfriend and a bunch of popular friends. Nathan Dawson is his identical twin and Nathan is nothing like him. It isn't easy to be compared with the perf*ct brother, the perf*ct son and the perf*ct student in a world that demands for perf*ction. But it's all about to change when Nathan stumbles upon a guy to whom perf*ct is a swear word. °°°° "Perf*ction is an illusion, it doesn't exist. Think about your brother. Can you tell me something that isn't perf*ct about him?" "Well.. He can be a bit selfish sometimes." "Good. What else?" "He lets his friends laugh at me even though he knows it hurts me. And.. He hangs toilet paper the wrong way." "See? He's not perf*ct. He just seems that way, because no one is looking close enough." "But everyone likes him more than me." "Not everyone. I like you a lot more than I like him. You're not perf*ct and you don't try to make people think you are. You're real and I love that about you." °°° 2021-2022

George does the one thing he is not supposed to do: he crosses the Safe Border, knowing very well nobody has ever returned from leaving before. Did he have a choice though? No. It was the only way to find answers to his questions. He discovers a friend and ally in a stranger who saves his life, and with who he discovers the possibilities beyond friendship in the God forbidden outskirts of the city. He goes beyond the limits that he knows to survive, and to find the truth he has longed for. Trigger Warnings: - violence/blood/death - angst Chapters containing possible triggers will be marked as such at the top of the page. This story has no intent of forcing a fictional ship onto real life. Dream and George have expressed they are fine with shipping, and should they ever change their mind, I will gladly take this story down. This story is written with respect towards the content creators it's about, and I will always remain considerate of what I write. This story does not contain smut. #2 in dreamnotfound (20/11) #4 in gream (18/10) #26 in boy (16/12)