... " i've tried so very hard ... and here you are"

"I always feel like I'm drowning. Some days I can reach up for air and take a breath before sinking back down. But other days..it's like the force of the tides are pulling me down further and further and I'm not sure how much more I can keep swimming." Sloan Vaughan wasn't like any other kid growing up. She gravitated toward darkness from a young age. She didn't do well in school, dropping out her junior year of high school. After an overdose that left her nearly dead, her parents gave her a choice: get it together or she's cut off. Enrolling into a Christian program for a second chance, Sloan does everything in her power to keep her head above water and it doesn't go unnoticed.

"Feeling comfortable, are we?" Binsa's mocking words are all she can hear, they drown out everything else, even her thundering heartbeat. Her hands are pressing down on her shoulders. Her legs are straddling her thighs. Dara wants to be closer. She feels like she is choking on her own silent words. Her eyes well with tears. She wants to be closer. - In the kingdom of Helin, a poor girl loses her voice and her best friends before being pulled into palace servitude. Only ten years later, she finds herself entangled in a plot to steal the throne, with her old best friends suddenly all grown up and ready to kill her. Or Palace servant Dara embarks on a four act long journey across a kingdom south of the Pearl Sea, after she finds out her two former best friends have grown up to become the kingdom's most dangerous assassins, just like they used to be in a game they played as children. - Published 22.2.2025, Completed 14.8.2025 Polyamorous Lesbian

ON HOLD DUE TO PERSONAL REASONS "𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸-𝗸". 𝗜 𝗺𝗼𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗽 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗸, 𝗴𝗼𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱. 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲, 𝗶 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗮 𝘄𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗲𝘆𝘀 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝗰𝗸. 𝐉𝐀𝐙𝐙𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐚 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲- 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐲 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐣𝐨𝐛𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐣𝐚𝐳𝐳𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬?

When Hannah Jones, a quiet, freshly hired physical therapist with a hidden backbone of steel, joins the UConn women's basketball team, she has no idea that she's about to become the center of attention-not from the media, but from two of the most elite college players in the country: Azzi Fudd and Paige Bueckers. These two aren't just teammates-they're best friends, they've shared everything... and now they're ready to explore something more-together. When they both find themselves drawn to Hannah's soft smile, gentle hands, and mysterious calm, it starts as a playful competition. But soon, they're not competing. They're sharing. And that's when things get obsessive. Protective. Emotional. And Hannah? She's never felt so wanted. So safe. So completely seen.

ɪ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴀᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇꜱꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴅʀᴀɢ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ᴅᴏ

when pressure meets passion, and pride get pushed to the side... ⚠️ expect: • rough & tender switch dynamics • enemies to lovers moments • toxic games & unspoken feelings • pressure that explodes when nobody else around Ima try my best to be consistent with these!😂❤️

Random shit that pop up in my head...enjoy bookie.💕

In the bustling city of Chicago, two Black women cross paths in the most unexpected of places: the lecture hall. Dr. Simone Harris, a 34-year-old respected literature professor with a reputation for her fierce intellect and uncompromising dedication to her students, is known for being tough but fair. Her world, filled with books, faculty meetings, and quiet evenings, is upended when a new student enters her classroom.

Kion, a hardened gang member, and AJ, a new recruit, find their relationship evolving from simple camaraderie to something deeper. As they navigate their complicated lives, they begin to confront emotions they never expected.