you just have to read to find out .

what happens when two people with abandonment issues fall for eachother? -the first 10ish chapters follows the story line of the dirt -irregular updates -possible smut -800-1000 words per chapter

[Editing] Guys please- I wrote this when I was 14 and immature. And this book is so cringey 😭😭✋🏽 READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ! -------- "I'm tired of this Oscar! You never make time for me anymore! I don't even know what your doing" I yell as I walk to my house "Baby please! I told you ive been with the homies hanging and handling shit" he frowned and grabbed me by the waist.

After finding herself in the middle of a fight outside an L.A club Madison reunites with Mötley Crüe's Tommy Lee, her old best friend. She immediately starts to hang out with the boys of the Crüe and soon the bassist becomes interested in her. But after finding out he is really curious about her, Nikki Sixx invites Madison to go on the Theatre of Pain tour with him and the boys. Going on tour with the world's most notorious rock band has its consequences. Madison experiences how dark the world of rock and roll can be, dealing with serious drug addictions and a complicated love triangle with Tommy, who is engaged to Heather Locklear; and Nikki, with whom she has a very toxic relationship. How will Madison overcome her addictions and manage to make things work out between Nikki and her? I don't own Motley characters or any of their song titles. The story is all fiction. *Some scenes might be based on The Heroin Diaries by Nikki Sixx. Said scenes are written by me, but I do not own their main plot.* Warning: drug use and some sex scenes appear throughout the whole story. This story takes place around 1985-1987.