Finding My Heaven on Earth | Baekyeon Fanfic
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❝ I will give you a reason to live. I promise. ❞
Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alive. Why am I still suffering in this cruel world where happiness doesn't exist? I was down at the deepest point in my life, but then I met him. He became the reason why I found at what happiness really meant. It felt like heaven when I was with him, but losing him felt like hell.
I'm mad at myself. I'm mad at the whole world. Am I really this worthless? He left me for someone who also meant the world to me. How can I possibly live pretending again? I don't want to go back to the old days, back when I thought to myself that I was okay. That everything was okay, but really wasn't. What's my purpose? If I die, would anyone remember me? Will I be thrown to oblivion? I don't think I can go on. I just can't keep fighting this endless and unbeatable war alone, all by myself. It's over. I'll end this.
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