[spin off to the series Rangers 1-4, also available on my profile.] "You're not just the love of my life, Spencer. Your the love of all my lives. I couldn't live without you. I'll find you again, I promise." -Jay Halstead, Rangers (4) What if Jay kept his promise and found Spencer again? In a different life, an alternate universe even. Two past US Rangers snipers meet through chance, over a spilled latte in a random coffee shop in Chicago. But the touch of a hand sparks a sense of deja vu deep within them both. Not the kind of deja vu you get when you feel like you've been in a place before in your dreams. But the kind that flashes a lifetime of memories across your eyes. The kind that actually feels real. "Do I.. do I know you?" "I don't know, do you?" After the embarrassing incident at the coffee shop, Spencer didn't think she'd run into the scruffy brunette again. That was until the next day at a veterans support group her mom forced her into going to. Spencer looked up to meet a pair of eyes; the same pair of eyes the stared apologetically into the other day, the same pair of eyes that sparked a spiralling sense of deja vu within her. As their friendship flourishes, Spencer turns to Jay for guidance. But how can we help her heal when he himself isn't healed? You never fully heal though, you just find something else to numb the pain with for a while. Read along as they discover their feelings for each other are more than platonic. They were always meant to fall in love. In every life, they were bound to end up together. They're inexplicably drawn to each other. Even through the entire universe, their souls are tied. Fire is often considered a destructive thing. But something it can be beneficial? What if Spencer and Jay were both. Twin Flames. [DISCLAIMER] I do not own one chicago nor do I claim to. I do not own the characters created by Dick Wolf. I only own my own original characters and independent storylines. Jay Halstead x Fem OC

[season 7 & 8 of Chicago P.D.] The newly married Spencer Grey's life was seemingly perfect. Until it wasn't. While a life threatening bacteria plagues its way through Chicago, Spencer finds out something that will change her life forever and alter her marriage with Jay. It will compromise her job which she works so hard for everyday.Nearly losing the love of her life almost pushed Spencer over the edge. Can she come back from it? CPD Intelligence. The most elite unit in CPD. The unit everyone wants to be in. Intelligence is the place people work their whole lives to get to. Everybody wants the job, but nobody knows the truth. They don't know how the job manages to weave its way into your heart and tear down your life from the inside out until it's too late to stop it. Everybody wants the job, but without the pain. When Spencer agreed to transfer to intelligence, she wasn't signing up for all the blood, sweat, tears and pain it came with. But hey, it's a package deal. Nobody is every truly a clean cop, are they? If you work under Hank Voight, you're somewhat dirty. Working in intelligence means that sometimes you have to get your hands a little bloody. A little dirty. It means that sometimes you have to cross lines. Sometimes you have to put aside your morals. Sometimes you have to flip that switch that controls your humanity and turn it off. If you don't do that, the job will eat you up and ruin you. But maybe that's why that select group of people live for that job so much. They're the ones that learned to love the pain. They're the warriors who make chicago what it is. They're the ones who built that city. They were born for it. [DISCLAIMER] I did not invent one Chicago, nor do I claim to have. I do not own the original One Chicago cast who are played by their respectable actors. I only own the rights to my independent storylines and my own characters I have created. All rights for the creation of One Chicago go to Dick Wolf. Jay Halstead xF OC

[this books is set in Jay Halstead's teenage years] Amelia Rhodes, otherwise known as "Ames" or, to her demise, "rhodey's little sister." Archer Rhodes. Popular senior. Captain of the ice hockey team. Typical jock. Also happens to unfortunately be Amelia's older brother and the best friend of Jay Halstead. And to make it even better, Amelia's best friend, Liliana Halstead, happens to be Jay's twins sister. Ironic, right? Amelia's got the perfect friend group and a pretty decent friendship with Jay. But what happens when they start to get a little too close? Amelia knows Liliana would hate her if she liked Jay, so she tries her best to ignore the obvious feelings. Jay knows Amelia is off limits because of archer but he just can't stay away from the sarcastic brunette. A relationship with them just isn't it the cards... right? Or maybe, just maybe, stolen glances, lies, sneaking around and secrets in silence is just what they want. "God, you idiot! Why did you have to make me fall for your stupid ass!" [DISCLAIMER] I do not own Jay Halstead. Jay Halstead is a character owned by Dick Wolf. I own all the OC's in this book. I reserve all rights to the storylines and characters in this book. This book does not follow the story line of Chicago P.D. No one may use, recreate or adapt my work in any way without my permission. Jay Halstead x Fem OC

[ season 2,3 & 4 of Chicago P.D. ] [undergoing minor grammar and spelling editing] Life hasn't been kind to Spencer Grey. She's been through more than anyone should ever have to by the time she's 29. Spencer was in the 75th Army Ranger Regiment for half a decade where she suffered the loss of her best friend. After she returned home, chicago had to many memories for her to go back. So instead, she fled to New York. Her life in New York was perfect. She was a Narcotics detective, she had three great best friends, she was getting married. It was perfect. Until it wasn't. Spencer moved back to Chicago to work in the Intelligence unit under Sergeant Hank Voight. But on her first day she finds out that her new partner is an old Army Friend. Jay Halstead. Read along as Spencer faces the new challenges of Chicago and learns to find her way in a new life, while falling for the brunette detective who's main personality trait is sarcasm. DISCLAIMER: All rights for the One Chicago universe go to Dick Wolf. I only own my OC's. I do not own rights to any of the original characters from the show. Jay Halstead x Fem OC #1 in Halstead as of August 2022

[Seasons 9&10 of Chicago P.D] Spencer's a mess as she tries to recover from what she had just endured at the end of book 3. Thankfully, with the help of her husband, team, friends, and kids, she makes it through it and is able to see another day. Everything went back to normal for her. For about a day. Until it wasn't. When Spencer's heart is shattered by losing one of the most important people in her life, she turns to the only thing she knows; self sabotage. But her marriage with Jay is strong enough to pull her out of it, right? Is it? Does their marriage last? Can Jay bring his wife back when she falls down a rabbit hole he once watched his former partner Erin Lindsay fall down? If the job doesn't kill them, maybe love will. Maybe loving somebody with everything you have is the most foolish and dangerous thing you could do. But hey, if loves boring, what's the point? Maybe this time, the darkness is too much. Maybe this time, it's too strong. Maybe this time, the darkness consumes Spencer before Jay can save her. He's saved her before, what happens if this time he can't? Maybe this is it. For them. For her. For him. For their love. Maybe this is the end of endings. Maybe. "She's gone, Jay." "He's gone, Spencer." [DISCLAIMER] I did not invent one Chicago, nor do I claim to have. I do not own the original One Chicago cast who are played by their respectable actors. I only own the rights to my independent storylines and my own characters I have created. All rights for the creation of One Chicago go to Dick Wolf. Jay Halstead x Fem OC

[ season 5 & 6 of chicago P.D. ] love. A dangerous thing. After the rocky ending of Spencer and Jay's relationship at the end of season four, Spencer is trying to heal her broken heart while Jay decides that he is going to do everything possible to fight for her. He let her go, and he was determined to win her back. Things used to be so simple. Spencer slowly starts to fall apart as more loss and hurt fills her life. Does Jay have what it takes to win her back? Can Spencer get through the hard times in her life? read along as Spencer navigates her life in chicago as it gets more and more complicated each day with the hardships that come with their job. It's the job that will kill them. Isn't it? Spencer welcomes her half sister; Lottie, into her life and learns to love the curly haired girl. Lottie and Spencer are both so different, but maybe that's why they're so alike. Lottie's a dancer. Prides her life on being under the spotlight. Spencer's a detective. She spends her life trying to keep her face off the news. As Jay tries to win the love of his life back, Spencer struggles to let him back in after how he hurt her before. Just as she learns to lean on him again, somebody from her past pops up and mails something to Jay that changes everything. Every time she thinks she's gotten away from her past and Peter, it creeps back up behind her. [DISCLAIMER] I do not own the original One Chicago characters. I only own my OC's. Rights for the One Chicago universe goes to Dick Wolf. Jay Halstead x Fem OC