❝You're not yourself anymore, Luke ❞

a journal named fake, written by luke hemmings. | Copyright © mgcthood, All rights reserved 2014

Niall has always been special. They called him different, strange, diseased. But he had visited many doctors, and none of them diagnosed him with anything. Niall was just scared, all the time. Paranoid, some people may call it. He swore there were monsters out to get him, and constantly lived his life in fear, never having the guts to tell anyone what was really happening to him. Until he meets Zayn. Zayn Malik has many frightening features himself. But will he be able to get Niall to loosen up, and for once in his life actually face the monsters who have made his life hell?

Coming from 8 different schools can be tiring, exhausting actually. You tend to lose yourself along the way as well. While a young Calum Hood, tries to find his true self, survive high school, and dealing with not so minor family issues, will it lead to dramatic revelations about himself? Or maybe he always knew who he was all along, it just took the right kid to come into his life and turn it upside down. Maybe a boy perhaps? But when two different personalities and reputations collide will love really conquer all? Or will egos collide and ruin it? Or is it even " love " that is shared between the two? Calum never expected his life to take suck a drastic turn in such a short amount of time, but it has, and only time will tell what lies ahead. Luke Hemmings is more then what he makes himself out to be and boy does he have quite a role to play in Calum's life and everything is only getting started.

Niall hates his neighbor, Zayn Malik. He's covered in tattoos, smokes more than anyone Niall knows, and spends all of his time at the local tattoo parlor called Urban Ink. They spend most of their time yelling at each other, until Niall gets dragged into Urban Ink through an unfortunate series of events that may change Niall's heart forever. Or, the one where Niall slowly falls for Zayn and Zayn has secretly loved Niall since the beginning, but it's not easy or smooth sailing at all.

❝It's not that I'm afraid to tell you 'I love you', it's just that I'm afraid you won't say it back.❞ warnings // smut ;; inappropriate language ;; drama « GUYS I WARN YOU ABOUT THE BIGGEST AMOUNT OF CRINGE I WROTE THIS YEARS AGO I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE »

we totally don't hook up in closets

Calum's gay. To his friends that's not a problem, but Luke Hemming's it is. Luke is the captain of the basketball team and a homophobic person. He absolutely hates Calum and his friends. One day Luke and Calum get paired up in music class to write and preform a song together. Do Luke and Calum become friends? Or even more?

"Are you guys a couple?" "No, we're just friends" 2014 © 90sVansAsh » all rights reserved ... on hold

It all started from a rumour. 'Calum is gay' they said. That mortifying rumour managed to spread throughout the whole school. Even though Calum protested against it, the rumour was entirely true. Whilst Calum does that, his bully - and to add, true love, only just started to figure out what it's like, to develop feelings for the same sex. Warnings // this book was written years ago so please don't hate for the bad grammar, punctuation and cringeness