"Your sin is your very own existence." After dying Eugene reincarnated on earth and live his life atoning for his past life sins. When he thought that he could finally rest after being killed by his childhood friend ― he came back to his original world as the second young master of the Marquis Household. Having fear of being alone. Being locked in the darkness with nowhere to run. And living an endless cycle of torment. When he thought he couldn't be saved ― someone actually extends his hand to lift him from the darkness? He couldn't believe that there's still redemption for a heartless villain like him. [WARNING] 1. Contain same-sex relationships. If you are sensitive to this kind of story please leave, thanks. 2. Mention of rape [No definite action describing was done] 3. Age differs from Mentality [Characters are 10 years old that is considered teen in the background setting.] 4. No underage relationship [Romance starts at adult age, no "x" scene of minors] 5. No grooming intended [In past life characters only have a 5 years age gap. Attractions are not instant but develop little by little.] 6. Mental Illness Awareness [Characters are all possessive and obsessive which will be explained through world background as to why people in that world are twisted.] 7. Mention of Necrophilia [No definite action describing was done] 8. Super-Slow Update [The author have studies] 9. Two-way background setting.

After getting hit by a distracted truck driver, I thought I was finally free, finally dead. However, that all changed when I woke up in a room that was not a hospital and found out that I was the villainess of an otome game, surprise surprise, the stories didn't make it as great as I thought it would be. This is how my past life went, I was a waitress at Ochitsuite Cafe, and my name was Koi Mijimena, which if you translate that to English it means miserable love. I was 23 years old and lived in a rundown apartment with my best friend, my only friend, Akanbine Sue. One day, after I was fired from my job a truck hit me, cliche. I thought I was dead, so when I opened my eyes I was in the body of a duke's daughter! Turns out I was a villainess in an otome game called Heavens Gate! 'Maybe this won't be as bad as I thought it would be.' I thought and thought again. Turns it, all those stories that I read about a person reincarnating and becoming a villainess in an otome game they played in their past life isn't exactly what I thought it would be. Instead, I decided to do what the previous villainess would never do and become as powerful as I could possibly be and more! Unfortunately, it all ended in disaster. Jasur - ❝ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴꜱ, ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴛ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ.❞ Lamis - ❝ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀꜱ... ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ.❞ Edward - ❝ᴏɴʟʏ ɪ... ᴄᴀɴ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀꜱᴛᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ.❞ Abaddon - ❝ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏ, ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ.❞ Edric - ❝ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ꜱᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴏʀʀʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ʙᴀꜱᴛᴀʀᴅ.❞ Aysima - ❝ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴄʀᴀᴢʏ.❞ Read the rest of the