My name is Dawn Richards. My social life is poor and I shut every one out. I guess you come to a point where you can't trust people or can't be in a room with a man without having the fear he would rape you. That was until I met him. Richard Colson Baker. Stage name. Machine Gun Kelly.

"she crazy but I love my baby girl, baddest bitch in the world." Copyright © TopdeckKelly Content warning: mentions of miscarriage, pregnancy, and sexual behavior. most music in this story belongs to Machine Gun Kelly or Kat Dahlia, I do not own any of it. DISCLAIMER - major editing is still process.

Their love was so dangerous it was a human being bitten by a venomous snake a million times. He was poison to her mind, she was a cure he couldn't understand. It was a love both couldn't resist, a remedy, a melody, and a thousand needles being stabbed into their hearts. A troubled love that shouldn't exist, but that was the whole plan. Break the rules, break boundaries. Fall in love.

"What will it take?" I grabbed both his hands in mine and leaned against him. He has to be on stage in three minutes- I know but I don't care. "Don't," he pushed me away again but not without giving me one last longing look. ----------- Camilla and Colson's story was something out of a movie. He was the country's richest on-the-rise rapper and she was an ordinary college student, they met at a music festival and the rest was history. Six months later they were married and four months after that they were divorced. Nine months after the divorce, Camilla is finally picking up the last of the pieces her husband unexpectedly left her in, when she's told she needs to accompany him on the European leg of his tour for the sake of his career and because of a stupid contract and an adorable dog she's left no choice. Will she survive a month- exactly thirty one days with her ex husband?