Kellin wants to die. Vic wants him to live. It seems simple, but nothing about the way he stopped him from ending his life is simple. Kellin had a plan. Vic complicated things by forcing a breath of life back into him. He didn't think he wanted it. But something about the way Vic is standing there, with his heart in his hand, makes him think that maybe, just maybe, he was meant to be alive. [Trigger Warning]

Life was his apartment, college and forgetting his existence. There wasn't a need for "new experiences" when he didn't think he'd see the end of that year. Kellin fucked who he wanted, partied, and carried on with little comprehension how the world worked. The two just happened to collide. T R I G G E R W A R N I N G (i was 12 and mentally ill for the love of god dont read this sparrow pls 😭)

Nothing kills a man faster than his own head. When you're falling apart at the seams, who's going to be there to sew you back together? [Unedited]

The awesome cover by the amazing Baracoot! Go check her out; she's pretty awesome! "Two lives coming together to be the couple they were meant to be. Even if they can't save themselves, at least they might be able to safe one another." With Vic and Kellin broken up, their lives take two different courses in action - neither of them in good ways: Kellin falls back into his old habits, and without Vic to save him there isn't anyone to save him this time. He find himself in an abusive 'relationship', if that is what you can call it, but it's a wonder how much the body can go through before you realise you need help. He enrolls at a new school after running away, and maybe, just maybe his life with turn around. Vic finds his family falling down around him. If you thought his family was messed up before, you should take a look at them now. Their son's sexuality being out in the open means it is clear that he is the equivalent to the spawn of Satan. With their lives spiraling out of control they find themselves drawn together once again like a twist of fate. Maybe they really are meant to be.

Kellin, a freshman in college gets involved with his dorm room adviser, Vic. And what starts as a heated romance soon becomes drama, trust issues, and insecurities. Will they be able to overcome it or is it just a lost cause?

Vic is completely obsessed with sex, and is completely confident that he can sleep with any guy he wants to. One day, his friend makes him a bet that he can't get a guy of his choosing in bed within a timespan of a month. Vic gladly accepts the bet and meets Kellin, a shy introverted art student, and quickly realizes that keeping that bet might not be as easy as he thought. Cowritten with @timelordgerard and @speciallittleidiot

He paints a pretty picture, But the story has a twist. His paintbrush is a razor, And his canvas is his wrist. [WARNING: TRIGGERING]

Kellin and Vic being together for a long time and happily married. They decide to go all the way. All they did is want to be closer in a way they haven't before. Little did they know..... Something other than being closer would come out of it.

*NOTE: There is no actual Ouija board usage in this story.* Kellin and Vic go to a Halloween party, Vic as a police officer and Kellin as a model for Victoria's Secret. They meet on the dance floor, and things get a bit...steamy.

[complete] ❝I don't believe in love though, I never have and never will. I've tried to give love to so many people and they ended up brushing it off or dead, causing my heart to break even more. But I've learned how to mask my pain and depression over the years. But when I'm preforming on stage, that pain fades away. I feel free, like this is what I was meant to do. I forget all the pain in my life and smile genuinely for once. Hearing the stories from fans about how our songs saved them and how we are their idol just gives me hope that there is good in this world, even though love takes away most of that good. Love just leaves people heartbroken in every situation. Like if your lover just wanted to get in your pants, or your child gets some horrible disease or die, or your parents neglect you your whole life and barely acknowledge your existence; that last one is like me.❞ What If I Can't Forget You is rated PG for strong language, kidnap, and the subjects of rape and suicide/self-harm. Copyright kimmiecatt © 2014 All Rights Reserved. ↠Takes place before collide with the sky was released until stated otherwise. ↠Cover by @egotastic