in which dream would rather die a painful death by petals for his love, rather than pretend like it doesn't exist. and his love, george, has no idea. no smut | hanahaki | heavy topic of death

Two teens. One is too free spirited and the other is too restrained. After multiple run ins with the law, George's family decides to move to get a fresh start. Clay lives in a small, conservative town where he's the second oldest of six children. His family attends church every Sunday and Wednesday. Started: August 7th, 2025 Ended: October 5th, 2025 TW: Heavy religious trauma Self harm Child abuse Alcohol abuse Smoking R@pe SA Suicidal thoughts/attempts NSFW Eating disorder

George and Clay were childhood friends until George moved away in middle school. The 2 grew apart and eventually stopped talking entirely. That is, until they just so happen to move to the same city. Started: June 15, 2025 Finished: July 31, 2025 #2 in DNF TW: Drug abuse Physical/verbal abuse SA Self harm Disordered eating Violence Suicidal thoughts and actions

George is a famous adult film star with major anger issues due to childhood trauma. He's completely out of control, and nobody knows how to stop him. That is until he meets a co-star who will play more than just a frisky role. Started: April 19, 2025 Ended: June 13, 2025 #1 in DNF TW: NSFW obv Drinking Drugs Self harm Suicidal thoughts/actions Abuse Grooming R@pe SA

Clay was born too early which makes him struggle a lot. His daily battle with multiple disabilities doesn't make his life easy and after also being bullied, even by his own brother, he shuts down around almost everyone and develops selective mutism. Instead of talking, he starts writing to the person he wants to become friends with. George who struggles with ADHD and a mood disorder suddenly receives notes in his locker each day from an unknown person. The notes cheer him up each time and at the same time he starts becoming closer to the quiet and shy Clay. When George also becomes friends with Clay's brother, he has to choose between either him, who hates Clay, or choose for the sweet Clay. But does he fall for the manipulative behaviour of Clay's brother or does he stay loyal to Clay? Warnings: -Sexual assault (a kiss/in the end only) -Suicidal thoughts (not many) -(Emotional) abuse -Bullying -Ableism (NOT A SHIP BOOK, just a platonic friendship :D)

George's life was perfect up until the age of 17. His father, the person he was closest with, died in a brutal car accident. This left just him and his mother, who couldn't seem to stay sober. They moved to a small town in Florida, basically in the middle of nowhere to start over. Clay, on the other hand, lives a very happy life. He earns a steady allowance from helping his parents on their farm. Everyone at school loves him. He gets good grades. Girls like him. Clay is hiding a dark secret, though. One that could never be exposed to a small town like this. Clay likes men. The only people that know are his friend group and parents. How long can he bear to keep this secret for? Started: December 25th, 2023 Ended: January 10th, 2024 #5 in DNF #7 in DNF #11 in dnf TW: Mention of death SA R@pe Drug abuse Alcoholism Homophobia Self harm Suicidal thoughts Violence Bullying Abuse Smut ED

Clay is a quiet college student. He mainly focused on school, only having a few friends. He didn't go out, he didn't party. He stayed in his single person dorm and studied. George, on the other hand, was the total opposite. A stripper and known player with a drug addiction, he refuses to keep to himself. What if these two very different worlds met? Started: August 14, 2024 Finished: September 17, 2024 #1 in dnf #5 in dnf #2 in dnf TW: Drug/alcohol abuse Physical Abuse SA R@pe Emotional abuse Anxiety NSFW Self harm Suicidal thoughts/actions

Clay grew up rough but is now making billions as CEO of a technology company alongside his best friend Sapnap. He devotes his free time to helping those in need and donating to charity. George grew up rough as well, suffering abuse from his parents and becoming a teen father at 17. Now, he's stuck in a never-ending cycle that he feels he can't escape. #2 in DNF #1 in DNF Started: July 17, 2024 Finished: August 12, 2024 TW: Physical/verbal/ emotional abuse NSFW ED Self harm Suicidal thoughts/mentions Substance abuse Kidnapping Violence

George is captain of the cheer team. Clay is the quarterback on the football team. A total clichè, right? Except for the fact that Clay has a girlfriend and George is a total bitch. #3 in dnf TW: Drinking, abuse, sexual harassment, sexual violence, mention of r@pe, NSFW, bad eating habits, bullying, suicidal thoughts, self harm, body insecurity.

There was always something off about the blonde. To put it nicely, he was weird. To George, his odd roommate never bothered him until he saw something he definitely wasn't supposed to see. #1 in DNF Started: April 2, 2024 Ended: May 11,2024 TW: Violence (obv) Verbal/physical abuse Illness R@pe SA Self-harm NSFW Suicidal thoughts/actions Kidnapping Main character death