As I laid in my bed I felt him climb on top of me and grope my thigh and slowly make his way to my butt. I felt my body go numb as my nightly routine of rape began by the only man in my life I loved and once trusted to protect my innocence but that wasn't the case. He took my trust and smashed it leaving it in a pile of fragments of what it could've been. Warning: this book my include rape, boy on boy action and suicidal thoughts. If you are uncomfortable with such content please leave now!! There is a back/return button for a reason!!