Seonghwa hasn't been this bad in a while. It was a combination of things, really, that lead to the fall. It always is. Hongjoong's deep inside of him, forcing his back to arch. "So pretty, Seonghwa," he groans, hands skimming down Seonghwa's body. The praise doesn't set him on fire the way it normally does, the coil in his abdomen feels less like arousal and more like some sort of dread. A dead weight. He screws his eyes shut. "So pretty for me, baby," Hongjoong whispers right into his ear. Seonghwa doesn't believe it for a second.

After losing the love of his life three years ago, Hongjoong vows to honor Seongie's memory by becoming a nurse, caring for the sick and elderly. Jaded by the tragic past, he resigns himself to a quiet life without attachment. Seonghwa was an extravagant playboy trying to live up to his father's expectations until a car accident ripped his life apart. Now he's confined to a wheelchair and numb to his existence. Hongjoong never expected to see Seongie's face again, especially reflected on his newest patient, and Seonghwa never expected to regain the feeling in his cold heart.

Haunted by strange dreams, Hongjoong begins to question the blurry line between right and wrong. Seonghwa has the perfect life, but yearns for a muse other than his provocative boyfriend. Unfortunately, these troubled men find each other before they find themselves.

{COMPLETE} if there's something i've learnt from a million mistakes, you're the one that i want at the end of the day. seongjoong au where seonghwa has to babysit hongjoong and he slowly begins falling for the younger, even if he doesn't want to admit it. ~ ships: SEONGJOONG woosan jongsang yungi ~ highest ranks: #1 in ateez #1 in parkseonghwa #1 in seongjoong #1 in yungi #1 in jongsang #1 in woosan ~ content warning: contains some sexual activities (make out scenes) editing a few chapters ~ started: june 9, 2020 ended: august 14, 2020

[COMPLETE] In which Kim Hongjoong goes to a party and plays a game known as 'blind kiss', where he has to blindfold himself and choose someone, who's also blindfolded, to kiss. In order to win the game, he must guess who he kissed by the end of the month. What happens when it turns out he kissed his worst enemy, Park Seonghwa?

forbidden colors: composed of pairs of hues whose light frequencies automatically cancel each other out in the human eye, they're supposed to be impossible to see simultaneously. hongjoong is coming to terms with his crush. seonghwa is trying to come to terms with his sexuality. an underground club is a safe haven for the two. an underground club brings the two strangers together unknowingly, before they realize they are no strangers at all.

hongjoong was a trendy boy who deep down was much more than that. seonghwa was a popular, cocky boy with a big ego. what happens when these two end up revealing their secrets? status: completed ✅

revive: to restore from a depressed, inactive, or unused state : to become active or flourishing again. ↱a seongjoong story about learning how to pick up the pieces and start over again↲ ↱hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words and never stops at all↲

"in another life, i would be with you. we'd be living our dreams... but together." "we can still make that happen, y'know." - in which seonghwa & hongjoong were high school lovers who let each other go to follow their dreams. started: 12.2.21 completed: 2.5.22 - rankings: #1 in yungi 2.8.22 #5 in seongjoong 4.1.24

On the Internet, college senior Park Seonghwa is known as the Pink Princess: a blogger that inspires his thousands of followers by not being afraid to accept and be himself. In real life, he is known as "that weirdo wearing girly clothes." Seonghwa is aware that he is not the type of person you'd expect to wear pastel fashion. He's not short. He doesn't have an extremely feminine face. He's not tiny and frail, his shoulders attesting to that. People look at him strangely, some going as far as to call him names. Despite this, Seonghwa doesn't allow the judgment from others to stop him from liking what he likes (including people of the same sex). However, Seonghwa's confidence and acceptance of who he is will be tested when he falls for an underground rapper who is more troubled than he lets on. book 2/3 of the LOVE series