-"i need amnesia for a day and an umbrella for the rain that hasn't gone away since you said you didn't need me"

she didn't belong in his world but somehow thats where she ended up. dragged to a party and dragged right into the hands of someone who she should've never been involved with. life's crazy right?

"Ima motherfuckin' schemer boy, I'm a dreamer boy, I want a girl that don't even fucking need a boy, baby I'm a beamer boy." Lena Moore is 15 years old. She isn't like most girls her age. There is nothing she loves to do more than break the rules. Her mom and step dad don't know what to do about it anymore. But they don't know why she acts out so much. One day, she comes across Gustav Āhr. Will love spark?

in which Gustav Åhr starts a new school and meets a girl who slowly becomes his best friend, or more ;) #17 in gustavåhr

Maya Hart is Gustav Elijah Åhr's booty call. That's it. Right? As Maya grows closer with the upcoming emo rapper, feelings begin to grow.

!TW! This book contains talk of drugs, drug abuse, Overdose, death, violence, sex, and more. Reader discretion is advised. ------ My phone sat on the counter, lighting up several times as I searched for something to eat. After a while of not finding anything since the boys insist on eating everything I buy within the first couple of days, I grabbed it. His name popped up in my notifications. I rolled my eyes, letting out a huff before promptly opening the messages. 'My manager told me about what your friend set up. I hope everything will be cool, I don't want any drama' He doesn't want any drama? that's ironic giving everything we went through in high school and what he said to me just a day before I moved away. I never spoke to him since, and now he's texting me as if that never happened? I didn't reply, I decided to go on with the rest of my very early morning. It was almost six and there was no point in getting any sleep since I knew Rio would be barging through the door at any moment sooner or later. I stayed put at the counter, scrolling through social media until Kyle popped his head through the hallway. "Good morning, Bunny," He came over and sat next to me, resting his head on my shoulder. Kyle and Trav were always clingy, but Josh had prepared me for that. His separation anxiety was bad and he always liked to be around me, he found comfort in me for some reason. I guess it was sort of the same for the boys as well.

*UNDER REVISION* -- !TW! This book contains strong language, sexual content, drugs, drug abuse, self-harm, and death. Reader desecration is advised. -- "You wanna try?" Peep was referring to his skateboard. "I'm scared but it looks so cool when you do it," He chuckled at me making me smile. "Come on, you can hold on to me," getting off the skateboard, he grabbed my hand and helped me get on. He didn't even make me do anything, he just held my hands and pulled me to our next destination. "So tell me, what's your real name?" I was curious. I have been since the day I met him at the corner store. "It's Gustav Elijah Åhr," I smiled at this. "Oh wow, we're giving full governments now are we?" I giggled. "Well, you already know mine," "Don't you have a middle name?" He asked shocked. "Nope, my dad thought it would make my name too long. He says middle names don't mean anything because it's only your first and Last name that'll be known to the world," His head dropped for a second. "Your dad sounds really supportive," His voice was quiet, I had obviously said something wrong or triggered something. "When he wants to be. He's never really around. He's not even home now," Peep would stop pulling and ushered me to get off which I complied with. We were in front of a tan-ish house. "Welcome to my humble abode. We're gonna watch the stars tonight,"

"That's my girl, no matter who she say she fuckin, she's always gonna be my girl." #1 in gustav #1 in gothboiclique

{Completed} Warnings, Death, Drugs, Strong smut, Strong Language. If you are sensitive to our sweet hellboy's death I ask you not to read this. Please, don't take my ideas. This book is my actual everything. [Started: January 8th 2018] [Completed: September 16th 2018]