rue mauro, the girl who disappeared comes back to town. she had moved away for a year and a half with unresolved issues. she meets with a boy who just might not know what he's getting himself into. will they make it out okay?

TW! SH Suicidal thoughts Abuse Smut {Maybe} Depression Homophobia NightMares Trauma Angst -------- "Is life this hard?.." "Yes and, It's just as pathetic as you" --- America had just moved with his dad and siblings, he had never been loved by his dad because he was gay, and had always been abused, but his siblings weren't touched and their mom left them. He just wanted to be loved, but people just thought he was a loser and bullied him, Russia was one of those people.

America can't stand his life anymore. It may be too much to handle. One person thinks otherwise. Cover by Me!

{{So my friend traumatized me so much with Rusame stuff that i actually got back into the fandom and made a whole story plot in my english book, im not gonna upload often because of school but if you're reading this, Thanks! ^^ 9/1/2022}} [The atmosphere of the room was thick and heavy as many countries melted into their seats with awkwardness, America and Russia were staring at each other menacingly, U.N. continues on with the meeting as America reaches for his hand gun] Book cover made by me! Inspiration to the book "Handcuffs (RusAme)" By @RaccoonMania #62 in rusame #85 in Romeoandjuliet 7/22/23 #75 in romeoandjuliet 8/21/23 #65 in romeoandjuliet 10/27/23 #40 in romeoandjuliet 11/2/23 #23 in romeoandjuliet 11/30/23 #10 in rusame 11/30/23

~ • {Rusame} • ~ A kidnapping gone wrong makes America fall into the hands of the world's largest mafia, Black Helm. There he meets Russia, the son of the mafia leader who quickly falls in love with the american. With one of them on the run from the police and the other on the most wanted list by mafia, the two must work together to escape and survive the game of cat and mouse. This is a Rusame story and there will be ~ LGBT content ~ slight gore and blood ~ mature language Read at your own risk @-@

(ART IS MINE, AND IS OLD) (CRINGE WARN) (ABANDONED) He watched the gold liquid drip from his hands, standing the grass beneath him. The shades of feathers falling to the floor around him. Covering him in his sins. The gold owned by the two he once looked up to, the memories he cherished of the two fading away like the light in their eyes did. They begged him to shoot an arrow through both hearts, to fix the gold light that ran through every being. As he felt himself slowly crack away from the world. The necklaces fell from his body, into the hands of his love. The love he wasn't meant to love. He felt those arms wrap around his body. Feeling his body fade away, in his very arms. ====== started: 11/14/2022 ended: ??/??/???? ====== MOST RECENT RANKINGS: 1# rusame 12/10/2022 1# countryhumans 12/17/2022 1# statehumans 10/13/24

America is a well known, cool, flirtatious, piece of shit. His cocky demeanor makes it seem like he cares about himself above all, but he actually won't hesitate to aid the ones he cares about. Russia is the silent scary motherfucker that everyone avoids. Yet, he can be an overprotective friend/sibling. Get past his walls, and he can be the best friend you could ever have. It was an accident, how everything started. Now, it doesn't seem like a bad idea. ***Eventual Rusame Smut*** There's other ships included, but it's mostly Rusame. Also, I used Google translate like the trash I am. Sorry for the cringe. YES, THIS IS THE SAME STORY THAT JUST DISAPPEARED. WATTPAD DELETED IT AND NOW ITS BACK!

(THIS IS MOSTLY NOT BASED ON HISTORY, AND IF SO, IT IS NOT ACCURATE. There are some ships that may not exist, bare with me. It doesn't have much to do with country alliances or anything, just making this cuz I can.) Meet the Countries; America, Germany, and Russia. America, Germany and Russia were housemates. Except they never really got along. America was super loud; he always pranked others, liked telling jokes and screaming at random things. Russia was quiet and introverted; he didn't talk often, he hated being touched, and if he felt negative emotions he'd lock himself in his room. Germany was a workaholic; he stayed up all night to do work, he was constantly being pranked by America, and he stated the truth most of the time. But, Germany went on a work trip with Poland for a few weeks. In that time, America turned his attention to Russia. Russia slowly began to crack under pressure, his health was not good. When Germany came back, he arrived with Poland, himself... And one other Countryhuman...

The year is two- thousand, twenty-seven. The USA has collapsed. America is dead. The Cabinet of States has arisen from its ashes. Their very own Countryhuman, Cabi, in charge. Unbeknownst to the new government, a plot has been brewing in the shadows. A plot that is determined to wipe them off the face of the earth. It is something so dangerous, so ludicrous, that only a madman would consider going through with it. But that was exactly what he was; a madman. Russia, driven to grief over America's loss, makes a plan to bring him back. However, Cabi has her own plan that she is willing to enact. One that could rid the competition. One that could secure her place as leader. One that she is so ambitious, so desperate to uphold, that it may drive the world to its breaking point. Violence is coming. Terror is culminating. But hope is reviving. •-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-• Welcome to Darkness of Ours. This is a continuation from a previous book called Light of Mine. I highly recommend that you read Light of Mine before starting this, but if you find that too long, too cringy, or too much of something else, there is an informational chapter at the beginning of this book. Read that. Have a great day/night/morning/evening/noon/midnight/any time! -Amaura •-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-•-• Started: 6-10-21 (June 10th) Ended: 9-19-21 (September 19th) -------------

The tall tale of the later hardships faced by "the gifted child". As Russia ages, he finds his life dulling because he has nothing to live for. He had already succeeded in so much that his life loses purpose. One fateful day he unexpectedly befriends America who understands exactly how he is feeling. He persuades Russia to partake in deadly events with him to help him feel excitement again. Intelligently gifted depressed psychopaths should never become addicted to danger... or become besties. 🦠🦠🦠 America glances back over to me with a menacing grin plastered onto his face. He laughs and its echo haunts my ears. "I don't think I'm insane; surely my entire situation is understandable. If it weren't, I would've been put into that asylum when I was younger." I stare into his doe mismatched colored eyes. What the hell did I get myself into? "America, you are insane." I repeat. I was truly at a loss for words and had conflicting emotions. Crossing the street blindfolded was the last thing I had expected him to try. And yet, I was even more disturbed at how much I wanted to try it for myself... "And so are you, Russia." he says chillingly as if he had a key to my gated mind. "We are not so different and you know it. You are not normal; you revealed that to me in your past. Our horrible childhoods molded us into what we are today. " "I'm not fucking crazy." I tell him, "I find hobbies to feel alive- not to try to kill myself!" 🦠🦠🦠 **Not the story you will be expecting** ⚠️ Warning: This is a fictional novel, so please don't attempt or copy anything life threatening that these characters do, thanks TuT 💗 All art is mine :) 🫧 - Yes, there are many allusions to famous works of literature because I am an obsessed fanatic for them!! Also I included a shit ton of symbolism and foreshadowing. So be on the look out for everything! ✨ ;)