Have you ever been put into a position where your parents expect so much of you? Their ashamed that their first kid didn't turn out the way they hope she would, so all her 'future expectations' land on your shoulders as well. You practically live your whole 16 years just to please them, because of them you believe their is no room for error in my life. You have your whole life mapped out; high school, university, future job, where i wana live ect. To prove you are worthy of their acknowledgement. Until you hit 16 and end up leaving the school you admire because it's to expensive and the love of your life moves on and all of a sudden you start going down hill. Then on your 17th birthday you decide to put your foot down and stand your ground saying 'enough is enough. Stop trying to live your dreams through me.' Then shit hits the fan and you become looked at as a failure because you refuse to go to the new school your parents wish to send you to and your basically catergorised into the 'disappointment group' along with your oldest sister. Yeah well if you havent, your the luckiest prick out.