TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

Completed! Karl is a field hockey leader, and Sapnap, Dream and George are popular guys at school and are athletes. Karls sport isn't very popular but he enjoys it. He always cheers for the popular guys. Sapnap once notices Karl and something happends between them - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - A field hockey is actually my sport, I enjoy playing it and its very rare in countrys. If you don't know what is that, you can go in youtube and see how girls or boys or even them play! Thank you! <3

"𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖙, 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍," 𝖐𝖆𝖗𝖑 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖔𝖋𝖋-𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖉𝖑𝖞, 𝖑𝖊𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖌𝖆𝖟𝖊 𝖉𝖗𝖔𝖕 𝖇𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖆𝖓. 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖎𝖘𝖓'𝖙 𝖕𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖚𝖑𝖆𝖗𝖑𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖑, 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖔𝖇𝖏𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖑𝖞 𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖆𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖆 '𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌' 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖈𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖍 𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖒. "𝖎 𝖇𝖊𝖙 𝖍𝖊'𝖘 𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖞 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖆𝖌𝖊, 𝖙𝖔𝖔." "𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖆𝖌𝖊?" 𝖐𝖆𝖗𝖑 𝖗𝖊𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖘 𝖎𝖓 𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖉 𝖘𝖚𝖗𝖕𝖗𝖎𝖘𝖊. "𝖍𝖊 𝖎𝖘𝖓'𝖙 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖔𝖑𝖉." --- or, in which karl has lost trust in the people around him and it has resulted in him longing for attention in any way he can get it.

Started: April 5th 2022 Finished: July 20th 2022 Unpublished: January 10th 2023 Republished and complete without edits: February 22nd 2023 SapNap has a pretty rough life his school life is really good he had amazing friends and his teachers were really nice but his home and personal life were terrible. He was trying to hide a secret from everyone including himself. His family was just a mess. Karl had an ok life his personal life was really bad but the rest of his life was pretty good. Although the amount of secrets he was hiding was too much for one person to keep. The two boys ignored each other until one day Karl noticed SapNap in the halls he had always ignored him but this time he couldn't he didn't know this boys name though he decided to try and communicate with him even though his friend told him it was a bad idea but it was just one right? Achievements:

"𝖜𝖊 𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖉 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖈𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖜𝖆𝖞 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖐," 𝖘𝖆𝖒 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖘 𝖍𝖎𝖒 𝖌𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖑𝖞, 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖛𝖔𝖎𝖈𝖊 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖒, 𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖓𝖆𝖕 𝖈𝖆𝖓 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘. "𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖑𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋. 𝖎𝖙 𝖍𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖎𝖌," 𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖘 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖑𝖔𝖚𝖉, "𝖘𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖘 𝖚𝖕 𝖘𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖆 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖐." - or, in which karl's anxiety controls his life and a few uncomfortable situations force him far out of his comfort zone. or, in which an unexpected hospitalisation takes sapnap back to his hometown and leaves him trying to find a balance between work stress and his now-complicated home life.

【 Sapnap comes home from visiting Karl. He's gotten used to the amount of physical affection from the boy, However he begins to feel upset when Dream won't give the same amount of touch. 】 - - - Angsty :]

Karl had decided that this will be his last year on this earth. Will Sapnap be able to save him or lose the love of his life.

Completed :) Hi this is my first book and probably my only book, this is a highschool AU of karlnapity, this will include smut so if you are uncomfy with it pls don't read. I DO NOT ship the real people only their online personas/ dsmp characters I rlly hope you enjoy Update when I can :) ⚠️read please⚠️: Fluff I can do Just a bit of angst No suicide things Maybe lime Smut eventually Karl: 5'10,grey eyes,brown fluffy hair 17 Sapnap: 5'9,green eyes,black hair 17 Quackity:5'7, brown eyes, black longish hair (but he mostly wears a beanie anyway) 17 Dream and George are also in this aswell as tommy,ranboo, tubbo and Wilbur tommy,ranboo,tubbo and Wilbur are all in the same friendship group but the bench trio are all 16 and Wilbur is 18 I will not use their real name bc sapnap is not comfy with people calling him nick and I don't wanna make him feel uncomfy so only their mc names. Ranboo: doesn't show face or eyes bc he's in school, light brown hair,6'7 and 16 Tubbo: Brown eyes,brown hair, 5'5 and 16 Tommy: Blonde hair, blue eyes,6'2 and 16 Wilbur: dark brown hair,brown eyes,6'5 and 18 Dream: dirty blonde hair,green eyes,6'2 And 17 George: dark brown hair,brown eyes,5'8 and 17 Thank you for reading💞

hi! these oneshots are discontinued, sorry for those who were excited to see new oneshots :( i may rewrite these oneshots still, but after that, i'm ending these. with my losing interest in the dsmp and these creators, it just doesn't feel like it would be fun anymore. im so sorry, but i hope you enjoy if i rewrite them!! thank you, and i love you all, thank you for all the support <3

Karl is unable to move on from his ex after experiencing an abusive relationship, which built his trauma and left him believing he wasn't stable enough to trust new people nor accept their love. That all changed when he met a sweet boy, Nick. - "I was thinking we could probably get to know eachother? I mean, if you want." "Oh," Karl paused to process the idea, "Sure." - (karlnap fanfic) all warnings in note