TW: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts, gun violence, homophobia, religious trauma, swearing After concluding that their son was nothing more than a disappointment, Butters parents decided to ground him for the whole summer. They cut him off from all his friends, and do anything in their power to gain back their control over him. Even if his Father has to physically hurt him. All because he's pansexual and likes to dress up "feminine". Butters has never felt more alone than he does now. He's become a prisoner in his own home, and thus his mind. It's up to him, with the help of his friends, to escape this ongoing hell. Along the way, Butters finds he has feelings for Kenny. All art, including the cover, is by me :3 Unless stated otherwise!

!!WARNING!! Vulgar Language Suicide And Suicidal Thoughts Child Abuse Alcohol Abuse Angst Referenced Sexual Encounters Self Harm Boy x Boy Kenny McCormick has tried to kill himself since the beginning. He had tried everything in the book and more to get rid of his curse, but of course, with just his luck, nothing changed. Only his family made him reconsider dying, but he carried on anyway. Leopold "Butters" Scotch was the new kid in South Park. Bullied and abused most of his life, he stopped caring about how not to get grounded and started thinking about how to survive this fucked up world. Was getting out of it the best solution? Maybe. Maybe not. The Scotch's were the family across the street from the poorest family in town. Everything was quiet and the same until a certain boy hears a scream from the neighbor's house. Kenny wants to die. Butters wants to survive. Neither wants to stay.