The loose and rusty nails on the desk dug into his back as Ranboo hid under the desk. Footsteps were heard outside of the room he was kept in. Ranboo held his ears as he heard the door handle wiggle as the person trying to open it struggle against the locked door. 'Will I be stuck in this endless loop forever?' --- Where 15 year old Ranboo was tossed from home to orphanage over and over again in an endless loop of sadness and pain. He lost all trust in any one, even himself. He can't control himself in the night. A kind man soon enters his life. Will he learn to trust himself and people again? -- (COVER ART IS MINE CREDIT ME IF YOU WANT TO USE IT) ! ~ this book will not contain any shipping at all. This is a family au and all interactions between people are platonic.

!!Content warning!! Mentions of suicide, suicidal thoughts, suicide, physiological horror(?), horror(?), a lot of derealization & depersonalization & dissociation, swearing, major character death, death, mentions of mental health issues/disorders, panic attacks, a LOT of blood and gore. !!Discontinued for the time being!! You can vote for characters to do certain things after a few chapters! Have fun with that >:) Some inspiration from other fanfics: Rumination by CeeIsMe on ao3 Roll Call by cherophobe on ao3 The mask's grasp by JustUrAvrageAngel on ao3 The door by dominoziee on ao3 How many posters (Grocers) does one county need? By sillycicle on wattpad. Don't remember it (don't return to it) by RedsNight on ao3 All art made by me (This is also my first time writing fanfics so please tell me if there's any grammar mistakes or if you just want to give me advice on writing in general, thank you!)

((ON HIATUS UNITLL FURTHER NOTICE)) this is a Generation Loss AU where Charlie and Ranboo escape and stuff bc I am not over the death of well everyone. THE COVER ART IS MINE🗣🗣🗣🗣❗❗❗❗❗❗❗❗ Also bc I want to exploit the hell out of Ran & Charlie's brother dynamic bc they're story makes me OH SO SAD. I feel like I should mention this but I AM NOT SHIPPING ANYONE. GROSS. Okay so I was going to name the chapters funny things but now I realize how many The Oh Hellos song lyrics could fit with the chapters so if you were here when the first two chapters were named "no, not like the movie." And "there's always something else." No you weren't and your lying I will also be bringing in some OTHER ppl into this, and I want to see if you can guess all of them (five bucks you can't i have some wild ideas man) (I do not own the concept or the absolute masterpiece that is Generation Loss, don't sue me 😚) (ALSO THE NAME OF THE FANFIC IS A [misheard] LOVEJOY LYRIC FROM THE SONG "The Fall" BECAUSE IT IS AN AMAZING SONG THAT I GENUINELY CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF) Also im just adding character tags as I go Oh and credits to mainly the oh hellos and any other songs or bands or whatever things I use for chapter/fic names and stuff

Quackity knows what Ranboo did. He just needs Ranboo to admit it.