If you want a light hearted story, then you *must not* read this story. If you want a story where good always triumphs evil, then you *must not* read this story. If you do not want to read a story filled with hatred and tears and blood and anguish, then you *must not* read this story. This is a story that cannot be named because it can happen to anyone at any time in their life. This is a story that cannot be summarized. This is the prequel to Behind the Fake Smile where we finally see what happened to John and Lizzie in their past before they were adopted by the Alker family.

"To be honest, none of us really belong anywhere, but we're all outsiders and outsiders tend to band together like their own island of misfit toys." -Violet Zykin, Flowers. Marie thought her heart was okay. Derek thought that he was alone. Violet thought that being subordinate to her sister didn't bother her. Shamshad thought that he could survive his parents expectations. Rose was sick of being 'perfect'. What happens when all their lives are changed? ||RATED PG13 FOR STRONG LANGUAGE, TOUGH TOPICS||

"Even with that angelic face of his, there is a beastly character is hidden behind it just ready to come out"~~ I'm Popular, he's not. I'm out going, he's not. I'm rich, he's not. I'm attractive, he's not. I like to party, he doesn't. I hate school, he does. Wait isn't t it the other way around? either way I still can't help but love him ~typical nerd eh? well what if he's really not the guy you thought he is? I say he's one mysterious nerd...

Abby is a normal girl till she finds her soulmate. With their love and bound, she discovers a part of herself she had no idea existed: her dark side. She is powerful but still pure and loving. Lilith comes her way and her not-so-easy-to-live life only to make matters worse. She is trapped in a world she doesn't understand with Lucifer's wife mixing their bloods automatically making Abby the strongest creature on earth. The darkness inside Abby's hard grows wilder when her love leaves her, in order to fight the bad things coming their way. Abby is struggling to reach the surfice of this ever ending ocean she is being drowned it. Will she drown in the darkness or is she about to survive and show the world she can make it? Will her love return to her alive or is she going to have his body burried into the ground? Follow her in her love/action/paranormal story and help her fight for her right to be...her right to love...her right to LIVE!

(A Leon Walden Story--Sequel to Life as Told by Nerdy) One word. One broken promise. One fateful night. That was all it took to lose her. And I knew we'd never be the same. I wanted to touch her face, hold her hand, to see her smiles again-even if I knew they weren't for me to keep. Now I'm back to square one. I'd make her mine again. But first, I've got to learn how to date a nerd.

As if life wasn't hard enough being bullied and treated like garbage all the time; my loathsome, insufferable seat mate just had to come with his "secrets" and torture my every waking hour. What's the big deal you say? Nothing except for the fact that he's some insanely beautiful Greek God under those nerdy glasses. And now, he lives next door. I'm Sarah and this is my story. Disclaimer: This story was written in 2011. Just so you know.