This story follows the character's lives after the Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles movie. This was originally inspired by Raph's lack of angst but I decided to change it, now that I'm in the midst of chapter 3 and have decided to turn this into a multi-fic storyline. -This, of course, is our dear, sweet Raphella's 'POV'. Him in his sweet, traumatized, and softhearted glory. TW// I write these stories as I go, I hardly ever have a plan for them or the next chapters or where I plan on ending it if ever. I don't know where it'll be in, say, a few months. But I want you guys to know this is a trauma, angsty and fluff bases book. There is going to be triggering, sensitive topics in here including guilt, depression, anxiety, fears, wounds, cursing, etc. So just be warned. I will not apologize for writing without a filter when I say there will be triggers in here.