( Bang Chan + Lee Felix ) ❝I don't want my Lixie to leave me...❞ ┈┈ mistopher | 2022 ++ Traumatized from his past of sex addiction, intercourse is the last thing that Chan wishes to partake in. However, he is yet to adopt the habits of healthy communication. So what happens when Felix begins to grow uncomfortable, and Chan feels like he's doing something wrong? Will he finally open up about his challenges to the one he loves most? Or will Chan go to any extent to show Felix that he loves him? || SATYRIASIS BOOK 2/2

( Bang Chan + Lee Felix ) ❝Teach me how to love, without lust...❞ ┈┈ mistopher | 2021 ++ Satyriasis; uncontrollable sexual desire in a man. Sex addiction, a mental illness just like the rest, yet so overlooked. So what is Bang Chan to do when all those around him either take advantage of his addiction, or look down on him for it? He's not quite sure, and Chan only hopes that that special someone would be willing to overlook his past, and teach him how to truly love, with no lust. || SATYRIASIS BOOK 1/2

"What are you doing here?" Chan repeated with the same endless patience he had for the younger. Jeongin blinked, and the calculative and questioning in his eyes were instantly replaced with the frailness and nativity that Chan was used to seeing from him. "I missed you." Chan felt a tug at his heart, painful and wrenching, and he found it hard to breathe when Jeongin looked at him like that. He tried to look away but knew it would hurt more not to drown into Jeongin when it came as naturally as breathing to him. "You took care of me the best." Jeongin continued when Chan failed to reply. A frisson of anger ran down Chan's spine. His eyes narrowed, boring into Jeongin in that way that he knew gave Jeongin no choice but to tell the truth. Chan hoped that was the case. He hoped that there were slivers of truth hidden within the lies. "Is Changbin not taking care of you?" he asked through gritted teeth. Changbin. One of his best friends, and one of the people that turned their backs on Chan and his father and got the two of them where they were now- either locked up in jail or buried 6 feet under. Jeongin's lips curled up in a closed mouthed smile. "He's not you." -------------------- When the all-powerful Bang Chan finds his heart with the lone thief that broke into one of their bases, he thought that giving Jeongin the world would satiate the man's thirst for power. He should have expected that the day would come where simply standing in the sidelines won't be enough for Jeongin and he'd be compelled to take things into his own hands, to take Chan's power for his own; but even with the betrayal, Chan can't find it in itself to resent his love.

𝚂𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚕 𝚝𝚘: 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚝 ❝𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐... 𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍...❞ 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐... 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚓𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝙷𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚔. 𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛, 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚓𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚑. 𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚓𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚖, 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛...

❝𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚜 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚙𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚘 ❞ 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗. 𝙷𝚎'𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚜 𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜. 𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚊𝚜 𝚓𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗. 𝙷𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚕𝚏 𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗. 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝. ❝𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎! ❞ ---- ❝𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚛 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚒𝚖. 𝙰-𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝?? ❞

"you, bang chan, were by far the worst drug i've ever encountered because your side effects will be the ones that kill me in the end." this book will contain: underage use of drugs and alcohol drug addiction vulgar language violence smut any other sensitive topics will have warnings

Chan pauses, turns his head left and right to see if there's anyone within eyesight of the two of them standing in front of the elevators before he deems the coast clear and Jeongin feels a hand on his lower back before he's pulled closer to the older. His eyes close on instinct when he feels himself kissing Chan but of course the older pulls away too soon but Jeongin doesn't have the heart to whine about it when Chan is smiling at him thoughtfully. "Peaches," the older whispers as he removes his hand from Jeongin's back and takes a step back. The elevators open behind him and Chan enters it by taking steps backwards, eyes on Jeongin. "my favourite." The elevator doors close, taking Chan with it, and Jeongin can't help but scoff at how red his ears must be right now as he purses his lips and runs his tongue over the peach-flavoured lipbalm he had on. -------------------- The country's superstar sweetheart Yang Jeongin has everything anyone can ask forㅡ fame, wealth, glory, and the whole of South Korea wrapped around his finger. So when he starts to feel even a little bit of love towards Bang Chan, he does what he thinks he should and turns his back on the songwriter. The only problem is, Chan isn't willing to let Jeongin run away from him when the younger looks at him like the world can fall apart and it'll be okay as long as they're together.

A never-ending book filled with Bang Chan fluff & smut one-shots inspired by SKZ songs. Inspired by lyrics, MVs, or just the overall feeling Chan gives me in those songs/videos. Fem!reader, Y/N stories, written in 2nd person POV (until otherwise stated) Some chapters will be short, some long, there's no word limit. Updates are (usually) not scheduled.

Jeongin is in an toxic relationship that he refuses to tell any of his friends about. But what happens when he starts to catch feelings for one of them? - side ships- ~Minsung ~Seunglix -TRIGGER WARNING- • toxic relationships Started: 10-23-2020 Ended: 6-19-2021 i do not accept translations on my stories!!!

Burn·out Noun 1. (of a motor vehicle) the practice of keeping a vehicle stationary and spinning it's wheels 2. physical or mental collapse caused by overwork or stress