☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ One breezy spring morning changes Y/n Hoshiko's entire world forever. F!reader x host club ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ !!TRIGGERS!!: bullying, homophobia, anxiety ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ Started: March 14, 2023 Edited: ???? Finished: ???? ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ﾟ☆*:・ Ranks:

'dear sal if you couldn't already tell, i like you. a lot. but not the normal like. the like that has me desperate to talk to you. the like that has me up till 4 am just thinking about you and what we could be. the like that makes me cry and laugh and hurt and heal all at the same time. when I'm around you its like all my feelings are pouring out and there's no stopping them. but i can never seem to find the words, let alone get them out. you dont know how many times i wanted to say this to you but every time i try it feels like the words become prisoners in my throat. i can never stop thinking about you. youre always my first and last thought. you make me second guess everything i do in care you wouldn't like it. ill be anywhere and my mind is filled to the brim with you. all you. I've liked you for what feels like an eternity and i don't think ill ever stop. i want to be everything to you. i want to be the person who can make you laugh when crying, or smile when you feel like dying because that's who you are to me. its so easy to talk to everyone and just say what i feel but with you its different. i feel like im losing my mind. If I was able to let you hear my thoughts maybe you would see how much I truly love you...i...i love you. i love you is what i shouldve said from the start. its not a like, its a love. sal fisher, i love you with all too much of my heart...'

'ive never fallen in love the way ive fell with him every love is unique each different in their own little ways but there was something about him that made me believe he was love itself' when a boy sick with the grief of his fathers death and the guilt of his deepest secrets meets a girl who thought she was incapable of ever loving anyone again realize they might be more than what meets the eye. sometimes, its what we hate the most of ourselves that help us love another. miles 42 x reader!! -- Finished as of 10/9/25 !! alternatively titled: 1. my red moon 2. diet mountain dew sorry if miles isnt how most ppl write him!! i think hes still very much like miles 1610 but is obviously a lot ruder around criminals. - chap 15: first kiss chap 16-18: angst/drama chap 19: HEAVY trigger warning + angst - RANKS !! - #1 in miles42 (6/27/24) - #15 in atsv (6/27/24) - #6 in milesmorales42 (6/27/24)