A bunch of oneshots and escalated one shots about BBC Merlin :D Nearly all of it is Merthur with only a few exceptions. The stories are not connected to one another, they can be read separately. Longer stories are updated in order. (All the art is mine btw. unless i say it isn't.(If not, it's credited with permission of the artist) :)) TW:// I'm putting warnings ahead of the individual chapters that may contain triggering content.

Merlin is feeling very under appreciated and is starting to doubt himself. He is very vulnerable at this time. Will Arthur be able to help and bring the light back in his eyes or will it be too late? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Without magic what am I?!" ....... "I'm nobody and always will be." ....... "Am I a monster?"

He only heard a faint bump when he should have heard something a lot louder. Merlin's fears from the previous day came true as he sat there in bed trying to process it. The ringing had gone, but he still couldn't hear anything. OR Merlin gets injured in a fight and is rendered temporarily deaf. He doesn't want Arthur to find out, but he does anyway. Angst and hurt/comfort ahead.

Merlin slowly falls in love with Arthur, and can't take the constant pain of seeing him with Gwen every day. What will happen when Merlin quits his job as servant to the king due to feelings getting in the way?

What will happen when the young Pendragon discovers his feelings for his man-servant? What will happen when Merlin builds up the courage to tell Arthur his secret? Disclaimer I do not own Merlin or any of the characters. Still writing this so there might be a few grammar mistakes and I'm still editing Hope you enjoy it! All the love -J x