Jay's got a secret. But don't we all? Jay is depressed and has been for as long as he can remember. He was diagnosed with severe depression when he was seven. With anxiety and panic disorders, he wasn't really dealt the best hand in life. At least he has his supportive team, right? Wrong. He hasn't told them for fear of rejection. But he finally got off antidepressants when it became more manageable. But when his depression came back with vengeance, he panicked. How could he tell the now? And with a newfound crush, can he finally get the help he needs and a shot at happiness with a new family? Trigger Warning(s): Self Harm (Both mentioned and done), Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks (Maybe) Depression, Injuries (Hopefully none that are too graphic but still a warning just in case) TRIGGER WARNINGS SUBJECT TO CHANGE I suck at descriptions please I swear the story is better than it sounds. Also, the cover will change, I'm just too lazy to draw it right now. I might mark the story mature due to the trigger warnings, and I will give a warning before each chapter if they have trigger warnings. Also, because I don't want people to freak out, this happens in my NormalAge AU where the grundle never happened and Lloyd stayed at Darkley's until he was sixteen.

[ BOOK 1 OF AZITERA: YTHER'S QUEEN ] Consumed by avarice, the four human kingdoms-the Infernal Empire, the Kingdom of Caelum, the Kingdom of Treterra, and the Nayale Archipelago-betrayed their covenant with Yther of Azitera, the race blessed by deities, who protected humans for untold centuries. They slaughtered and defiled the beings that once protected them from storm, famine, poverty, and pestilence without mercy. Betrayed by the humans they protected, the Ytherians were enslaved. Their four queens were caged, chained, and imprisoned to serve as nutrients to the human kingdoms. The once prominent Ytherians were reduced to nothing but servants. As the four kingdoms of the human race prospered for many years since their betrayal, one news staggered them, causing them to tremble in fear and rally their armies to protect and defend their domain: Sollel-the Mistress of Flame, one of Yther's queens-had escaped her prison. Her flames will raze hell, ready to burn the souls of her betrayers. COMPLETED CECELIB | C.C. COVER: ASTRID JAYDEE

*COMPLETED* (Y.O.L.O stands for: YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE) *** Carter Jones, the school nerd, and Killian Henderson, the reputated troublemaker, somehow end up getting detention together. "How about we make a bet?" Offered Killian, his pistachio-green eyes drilling into mine as a playful smile lingered on his lips. "A bet?" I gulped, intimidated by how close he was sitting next to me. He nodded and raised four fingers, the ones with the letters "Y.O.L.O" tattooed on them, wriggling them in front of me with his ever-so-confident grin. "Four dares, Jones, just you and me." And that's how it all started. *** Rankings: #fiction #featured #queer #gay #depression #bl #youngadult #featured #comedy #bisexual #manxman #teen fiction #boyxboy #bxb #LGBT #romance Cover designed by Holly Thurston

*MY FIRST BOYXBOY!* Zayden: a teen boy who doesn't know the definition of friends and family and wonders why he's in therapy when he's "normal and simple." But that soon ends when three people try to become his friend, his dad changing, his brother, Eden, growing up, and his therapist trying to figure him out. Editor: lovehymn Other cover maker: _tanzanite_