He was sitting on bed in front of me in white shirwani. The look of utter adoration and devotion was completely visible in his ocean blue eyes. So much love in those eyes and I couldn't reciprocate even a percent of it. The guilt starting eating me up and I looked away from his face toward the wall. "You look utterly beautiful." His soft and smooth voice reached my ears. My black hair were down my waist and I was wearing only a nose ring and some bangles with my lahnga as he asked. "So beautiful and Lost." The words came out as a whisper. "Does the thought of living with me upsets you that much Noor?" The guilt clogged my throat. "Its not like that." I whispered and a sad smile took its place on his face. He took my hand in his. "I hope one day, You will be able to love me even half as much as you loved Hudhayfah." A tear escaped my eyes on his name. His face appeared in my mind. My words were stuck in my throat. Something flashed in his eyes maybe a realization. He looked at me and got a bit close. "I wonder if you will be okay If I do this." He raised his hand and cupped my face. I didn't have time to evaluate before his lips fell on temple as he caressed my cheek. They remained there for long as I struggled internally. A part of me wanted to push him away and other just imagined Hudhayfah's lips on my temple. It was the part that never wanted to let him go. That part won because when he pulled away. I saw grey eyes rather then ocean blue. I knew I easily gave in. It wasn't that I couldn't let go. It was just that I didn't want to let go. ✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳ Read to find out what will happen further in Noor's journey of letting go and learning more about her husband's murder and trying save her family from her dead husband's Mafia family. Sequal to "His secrets" can't be read as a stand alone. #40 in suspense on 24/02/2020 #07 in love again on 24/02/2020 #30 in spiritual on 21/05/20 #30 in halal

**A Wattpad featured story** Bekhudi || بیخودی ❝ He gently dragged his hand around the delicate skin of my neck, slowly caressing it under his stifling touch. I felt his breath curling against me, as a wave of sultriness rode over me. As if sensing it, his soft touch become firm and his thumb pressed against my bottom lip. His eyes were still trained on mine, studying me with a burning intensity. He looked at me with a fervent gaze, as I felt his eyes darken with desire? ❞ _____________________________ Bekhudi follows the life of Shanzae Malik, a political heiress, as she manoeuvres through the clutches of a patriarchal, honour bound society. Her life takes a turn when her family suggests an unexpected proposal to save their withering political dynasty. Crisis strikes, and her only option is to choose between the love of her life and his brother. A tale of love, heartache, deception & ecstasy!

DARK ROMANCE! Jk: Since the day I saw you, you've become one of my dirtiest habits. He whispered in her ear hoarsely and the chill runs down in her spine. She was feeling her legs are getting weak at every other second. He was holding her hands with his left hand above her head pressing her more and more between the wall and himself. Jk's eyes were glossy like if he was screaming from ide. Scream to let go of his sorrows, his invisible wounds and so on. But next second his eyes change into a dark one. The dark orbs were showing nothing except hate, anger, and Despise. Aerin thought of breaking the silence in this night. AeRin: J-jungkook.. i- Before she can say something he held her jaw roughly with his right hand. And pressed his warm lips over her luscious one. "Everyone fall in Unconditional love. But, I've fallen in despise with you." "An unconditional despise" ----------------------------- The Unconditional Despise (J.JK ff) By @deaxlykookie Started- 1 August 2020 Ended- 21 April 2022 --------------------------------- 👉Warning- Mature content So Read at your own risk. 👉Plagiarism is not allowed here. ALSO, ENGLISH IS NOT YOUR AUTHOR'S FIRST LANGUAGE. GRAMMATICAL ERRORS ARE PRESENT. Copyright✓ © Deaxlykookie 2020 enjoy!💜

The story of a Pakistani girl born in a desi middle class household. Being part of the society that believes Fair is Lovely, Madiha has a hard time settling with her brown skin and ordinary looks. All her mother wants, like every other desi mother, is for her daughter to find a prince charming that would fly her off to his lavish kingdom.. However, they soon realize that prince charming may not be all that charming and that true love may not always reside in lavish kingdoms. Sometimes it's infront of you, all you need is a pair of eyes that has the sight to see it. That's why they say beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. Disclaimer: Book dialogues in Roman Urdu still un-translated

Highest Rank - #1 in Pakistan #1 in Muslim #10 in Cousin ° They weren't lovers. They weren't enemies. They were just bound. Badia had her future mapped out. A happy life with Hammad, her father's best friend's son. Zimraan was engaged to his cousin, Ayeza, ready to step into the life expected of him. But one night changed everything. In a twist of fate neither saw coming, Zimraan and Badia are forced into a marriage neither wanted nor agreed to. Not out of love. Not because of family tradition. But because they had no other choice. Stripped of control over their own lives, they must now share a bond born from silence, secrets, and a past that refuses to be buried. He carries the weight of a mistake he can't undo. She carries the scars of a trust broken too soon. Can two people, once torn apart, ever rebuild something from the wreckage of what should have never happened? A story of guilt, resistance, and the haunting possibility of redemption, this isn't a love story. It's a journey through everything love is not until it might become something more. ⚠️ Content Warning: This story contains mature themes and scenes that may be disturbing or uncomfortable for some readers. Recommended for readers 16 and above. Please read at your own discretion. ( Cover credit @ Authordira_21 .) "If you are reading this story on any other platform other than Wattpad you are very likely to be at risk of a malware attack. If you wish to read this story in it's original, safe, form, please go to (https://my.w.tt/g4EgwYn9Dbb). Thank you." (Warning, this book have many grammatical errors.(As I am not really good in english.)

COLLECTION OF POETRY/SHAYARIS BUNCH OF POETRIES THAT STUCK IN MY MIND~~ hindi/english/urdu #6 peotrycontest out of 7.6k (29/6/2023)most impressive👀✨ #285 Pakistan out of 76.3k #123 collection out of 16.3k #71 urdu out of 11.1k #120 hindi out of 5.2k #45 helpless out of 3.4k #14 situations out of 1k #382 separation out of 6k # 363 desi out of 3.7k NOT ALL OF THEM ARE MINE. CREDITS GO TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS.

❝𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 & 𝐣𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲❞ Story of a 20 years aged woman called Husna Ara, a youthful dreamer living in poverty; who was forcedly married to Bilal Akhter,a well established young army officer, yet a helpless son. Husna was compelled to be a nurse of her paralyzed 67 years old mother-in-law with an emotional blackmail.Stamping the broken pieces of a dream she cherished,she embraced the sicknesses, tantrums & agony of an old paralyzed woman few steps far from death. Their heart fluttered in paralysis, drenching in melancholy,regrets and unbeknownst emotions for each other. How will a youthful heart cross the paths of a paralyzed old heart ? ⚠︎𝑀𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛,𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑒𝑠 ⚠︎ 1st ranking in #muslim 31/07/2021 🥇𝑭𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝑺𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒇 '𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐲 𝐀𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬

The coffin shakes violently just then the stone top burst and flys the the other side of the room the beautiful boy known as jungkook opens his eyes, his deep red orbs looking around the room he gets out of the coffin and smirks "looks like someone woke me up" he walks up to the stairs and walks around the building to the study that soojin was in a few hours before he sniffs in and huffs 'looks like a young girl was in here, and it seems like she has something of mine' he thought as he looks down at the desk that his necklace once was that is no longer there. ~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~ I'm sorry if the description sounds dumb, the story will be so much better haha I promise this is a jungkook fan fiction if you do not like jungkook vampire stories please do not read I will add the other members also I hope you dont mind some cheesy parts (I think they are cute so yeah) started: 5/16/19 ended: 7/22/19 please enjoy this story its my first jungkook fan fiction I will be making my chapters long and ill be adding many chapters Please do not comment on spelling errors, i know i spelt things wrong if you have any questions on my story please PM me Thank you❤

Nawal Arshad- A pampered girl, loved by everyone around her. She dreams of fairytales before bringing them into words but when her own life turns out to be something so different from how she had fantasized, will she give up or hope that she gets the love she writes about? Ahad Iftikhar- He is his mother's beloved son who would do anything for her, even marry when he has no intention of doing so after what happened four years ago. Now he must work out his marriage, without changing his life, for the sake of his mother even if he unintentionally breaks his wife's heart in between. Release Date: July 28th, 2022 Completed on: October 27th, 2022

🅡︎🅔︎🅥︎🅔︎🅝︎🅖︎🅔︎ 🅛︎🅞︎🅥︎🅔︎ (Completed) ~~~~~~~~~~~ Shin Chaerin, A girl in need of a job for her mother's treatment. Kim Taehyung, The Cold-hearted and Top business tycoon of the country who has something buried deep inside his stone-cold heart. What happens when he gets to see her again? What will happen if he recognized her? What Chaerin actually did to Taehyung? Will he able to forgive her? Or will he ruin her? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COVER BY DEAR @solanastellaluna Started: 15 March 2020 Ended: 7 February 2021 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 👉Warning: Mature content 👉English is not your author's first language. So errors are present. 👉 Plagiarism is not a good thing. 👉 No self-promotion is allowed here. Copyright✓ © Deaxlykookie Enjoy💜💜 #18 in guilt #6 in lovegames #2 in loveless #1 in btsffs #1 in loveless #1 in Loveless #1 in Lovegames #1 in guilt #1 in hate #1 in btsscenarios