Liam and Zayn are two young adults who are struggling with their own personal demons. Liam is battling an eating disorder, while Zayn is struggling with self-harm. When they meet in a rehabilitation center, they find solace in each other's company and begin to open up about their struggles. But as they delve deeper into their own minds, they begin to realize that the true enemy may be closer than they ever imagined. Started June 21st 2023 Finished September 11th 2023 Warnings ⚠️ Contains topics such as Self harm Eating disorder Mental abuse Possibly scenes of physical abuse (Note from future me: I wrote this at 14 bare with me)

In which two best friends face a life threatening challenge and only have 72 hours time to solve a mission before everything goes down the drain. And maybe a few deep secrets will be revealed. BoyxBoy/Top!Zayn/Bottom!Liam Warning : This story may contain a lot of mature content and graphic scenes. All Rights Reserved ©-straightforziam [start : 14th of July, 2017] [end : 6th of November, 2017] (( cover credit : @worshipayne ))

[COMPLETE] In which a famous divorced couple struggle through a hate/love relationship and manage to take care of their 14 month old son together, trying their best not to rip each other's heads off for their little baby boy. Top!Liam/Mpreg/Pregnant!Zayn All Rights Reserved ©-straightforziam ((Cover Credit : @worshipayne❤️)) The plot is an old idea I bought from a former author here on wattpad, and I give her all the credit for letting me have this idea. It's been a while but I'm bringing this puppy back, only I'm gonna write it a lot better than before, hope you guys enjoy :) [[begin : 16th of May, 2017]] [[end : 23rd of July, 2017]]

After 8 years of being in the closet, hidden away from the public, Zayn and Liam have finally decided to do what they feared the most over years, finally coming out to everyone. Or the one in which Zayn and Liam try to figure out what to do next with their relationship after taking a big step out of the closet. ManxMan//Top!Liam//Bottom!Zayn All Rights Reserved ©️-straightforziam {start: 9th of December, 2018} {end: 31st of August, 2019}

prologue and warnings in the book.

everything i've learned and the things i've seen, it shatters inside of me. i don't know why it's taken me this long, why i refused to see him for who he really is. why i don't shrink from him, as i declare aloud without any hesitation or ambiguity. it slips from my mouth before i can even stop it, before i can save myself - "i know that you're a sociopath." it hits him, more than what he'd like to admit. yet it doesn't stop him from sizing me up, as if i had fallen for the bait. asking, without a beat, "and what does that make you?"

book 1 - bang, bang book 2 - nineteen [rated-r] the pink cheeks, the chocolate eyes, the birthmark on his neck. he enticed him immediately, who was this boy? zayn was tongue tied for the first time in his life. liam was just a troubled kid with the biggest smile he had ever seen. they were a completely different pair. so why was zayn feeling like he had fallen in love?

"How are you so kindhearted? How can I believe that your intentions are so pure, unfairly so?" "Not all my intentions are pure, Mr. Payne." {this is just an angst fest}

where zayn tries to seek for redemption that he doesn't deserve and sends liam letters after cheating on him, always signing off with; 'love, cheater' to add to the little amount of sentiment he withholds. -- © A. WARNING: includes mentions of self-harm, m-preg, abuse ALSO, I wrote this book when I was a naïve 13 year old loser who had very limited knowledge about human emotion, triggers, and my perspective was extremely narrowed down to wattpad fanfiction. this story contains a lot of triggering material. please read with a grain of salt.