tommy had known he was a boy since he was 2 years old, but never had the words to explain it. he came out at 13, and was supported all the way. 3 years later, he was growing online and had developed new friends. friends who didn't know he was trans. he was passing so well, and no one had even questioned it. but after someone saw his binder at the sleepover, he couldn't keep things a secret anymore and was forced to come out. would people see him the same, or would he just become the outcast like before? tw- slurs (only slurs i can say as a trans gay man!!!!) anxiety self harm** suicidal thoughts** ** = there will be a tw at the start of pt. 3 and when the self harm and suicide talk starts as it is very heavy. please skip that chapter if you need to, it is not too important to the story. the rest of the suicide reference is quite light, but the self-harm might be otherwise quite detailed. i stopped updating this ages ago, it is and will remain an incomplete story.

tommy has had trauma with his parents and was eventually taken away from them. the people in the orphanage hate him and call him by his deadname, which is "ava." sensitive topics include: • abuse • trans slur and gay slur (i can say both) • s3lf h@rming • Panic attacks • eating disorders I'll add more if any more comes up. trigger warning will be at the top of chapters. none of the fanart is mine! also, please vote for the story if you want to! i love you all, i hope you enjoy!

COMPLETE. Real Description: When Y/N has the chance to become friends with some of his heroes, being closeted really starts to suck. Dealing with day to day dysphoria, anxiety, as well as his favorite people misgendering him all proves to be almost too much... but what if he isn't the only one struggling? !!Not an x reader at all! Platonic! We have had #1 on the quite a few tags at some points that's so cool!

He hated being a girl but he felt trapped, like he couldn't tell anyone, he hated being miss gendered but he couldn't tell anyone. Dream wasn't going to help so what was he supposed to do? He's trapped in exile so the only thing he can do is hope. This is a story about Tommy being trans if you couldn't tell💀 TW: Panic attacks (a lot), fainting, abuse, sh, ED, Started: Sunday 11th July 2021 Ended: Sunday 4th September 2021 Also the timeline in this is really confusing so just go with it Feel free to comment all you want! I would love to hear your opinion/thoughts :D Cover made on picrew but edited by me :)

Tara doesn't want to be a girl, does she? When Dream finds a chest full of binders what will happen? Tommy was meant to be the main character, why is Ranboo becoming it? I literally wrote the book. I just update it whenever I get some inspiration. TW: Self harm, Suicide, Panic attacks, Transphobia. These are in most chapters but other odd ones will be at the top in the notes. THERE WONT BE ANY SHIPPING IN THIS BOOK