When Louis start's losing weight, Harry starts reading his diary. Every night Louis write a new entry, and every morning Harry writes back. And as the world around them stay the same for the public eye, the boys get closer and closer through the notebook laying under Louis' pillow.

"Did you honestly think I would't find you, Blondie?" Zayn crossed his arms. "Actually, I hoped you wouldn't.. But yeah somewhere in there." Niall says. "Sassy, are we?" Zayn put on and amused smirk. "Zayn, you can't get away with it this time. I have friends. They'll report me-" "But I texted them all. Saying you had to go see your mum in an institution." Zayn smirks. "How long have you been watching me?!" "Long enough. Theres something you should know, Blondie," Zayn bends to Nialls ear, "No escaping this time. Im your worst nightmare and your wildest dream."

Imagine losing your best friend, the guy who was there for you through all the good and bad times. Now imagine losing your boyfriend, the guy who was your world, your everything. Now, imagine losing your best friend, who was your boyfriend, right in front of your eyes. This was the story of how Ziam became Zarry. [Contains triggers of death and mourning.]

When the eyes look around the room of a coffee shop, the mind doesn’t seem to realise just how many different people there are there. Every person has a story, a purpose, a life. Life isn’t always kind, though, and that is one thing that Harry Styles had come to realise in a quiet coffee shop on the 25th November.

He was the teacher... He was the class bad boy... He was Irresistible. Zayn Malik was known throughout Greater Bradford High School as the bad boy. When he’s in lessons, he barely listens, talks back to teachers and his quick temper lands him in many quarrels, with both teachers and students. Harry Styles is a young teacher. He is wracked with nerves as he starts his first day of teaching at Bradford. He was prepared to handle all kinds of students, but he wasn’t prepared for this… [Contains triggers]

Toy [noun] - A person treated by another as a source of pleasure or amusement rather then with due seriousness. © 2013 Akshaya

Zayn and Louis are the best of friends and touring the world together singing for their fans. They have been friends since they were young and nothing could seperate them....well maybe one thing and that's Louis adopted brother, Harry. After the first few weeks of their tour Louis invites his brother and his brother's two friends, Liam and Niall, to spend the rest of the tour with them. Zayn is bothered by it until well he sees him and now he is pinning after Louis's brother and the thing that is getting in the way is Louis's number one rule : Do not date Harry.

Zayn Malik was always different compared to the other children as he grew up. He was never understood, and in turn never understood the others, so he lived in his dream world of doodles, colours and drawings. He finally reaches out to the tall, curly haired Harry Styles, but how will the popular Harry react to the quiet boy who everyone thought was mute? Zayn has so many more problems then Harry could ever understand, but how can Harry try to help the brown-eyed boy, when he barely speaks a word? [A Zarry Stylik Fanfiction that contains triggers of abuse and bullying.]

"Do as I say not as I do." Yes I'm sixteen but I've had to grow up fast. "I'm going to leave them both soon." Yes I may be what some would call a homewrecker but he loves me too much. "If you loved me you wouldn't question me." I get it he's 25, engaged and he has a child but they don't give him the attention I do. "I'm making enough sacrifices for you, I'm breaking the law as it is." I never thought pursuing my dream working for him would entail so much hiding. "Hurry or he'll see you." He just so happens to cherish what we have so much that he doesn't want to share me with the world. "Harry you're my secret, and i'll always love you." I wish that was enough.