Yoongi is battling depression and seems to be losing the fight. Will the members be able to pull him out of the darkness or will Yoongi succumb to it and lose himself? TW: Suicidal thoughts | Mention of death | Suicide attempt | Alcohol abuse | Angst | Cursing/Swearing | Depression

Ever since BTS's Min Yoongi's depression and anxiety resurfaced worse than ever, the entire band has spiraled downwards quicker than anyone could've imagined. Just six months is all it took to turn such a happy band into a band struggling to swim in the depths of hell. Min Yoongi: Where it all started. Depression and anxiety coming back harder than ever, knocks him on his ass. Kim Seokjin: After the first accident, alcohol is where he turns to drown his sorrows and pain away. Jung Hoseok: After everyone completely begins to fall into the dark pit that seems to have engulfed the band, he begins to turn to drugs. Kim Namjoon: While trying to keep himself afloat as best as he can for being a leader, smoking and tattoos is where he went. Kim Taehyung: Becomes aggressive and combative after the second accident. Park Jimin: Turns back it his perfectionist ways in attempt to make Yoongi happy again. Though, it's not long before self harm and suicidal thoughts begin to pop their ugly heads into the picture. Jeon Jungkook: Doctors diagnosis had said that he'd never be able to walk again due to permanent paralysis after the car accident. After six months of watching the popular band deteriorate beyond belief, their manager grows tired of it all. Becoming desperate, he reaches out to make a deal and bring in reinforcements. What happens when Yoongi's childhood best friend is suddenly brought back into the picture? Will the rest of the band figure out their past? Can she manage to save the band before it's too late? Or will she be too late to be able to save them all before they're all too far gone?

Yoongi is used to being nonchalant. He didn't let anything affect him nor did he try to affect other people. He kept to himself and was pretty quiet; even for such a famous group like BTS. J-hope, however, was his complete opposite. He loved being loud and boisterous; smiling brightly at his members. He knows that Yoongi is quiet and self-contained. In fact, he always wanted to mess with him; just to see his reaction. (Although he knew that Yoongi would never give him one). Yoongi secretly loved J-Hope's smile. It brightened his day and gave him energy. Though, he would never admit that; he also happened to like J-Hope, but again he wouldn't admit it. One thing leads to the other and suddenly J-Hope and Yoongi are confessing to each other? Yoongi is afraid... Because he doesn't want to lose his close friend; his brother. He is afraid because these feelings are strange and only seem to cause him pain. He liked him but he was afraid. RE-WRITING!!

with every failure, yoongi glides the blade deeper. ⓒ dadguk [ previously @yoonginaps ] • yoonmin •

Min Yoongi is 19 years old and homeless. The only way to survive is to give the men that pay him what they want. He's been homeless for 2 years - ever since he came out of the closet... Well he was until BTS gang found him... {BTS gang au polyamory relationship}

~ He stood at the edge ready to end it all. "Your gonna jump aren't you?" Yoongi stood there in shock. He almost didn't hear the stern voice through his own tears, but it sounded so familiar~ Yoongi's depressed. Despite having had huge success with their latest comeback, the pressure is getting to him. He's always had anxiety and depression but with the added stress of this comeback it's becoming a lot for him, almost too much. That is until two members find him, hopefully before it's too late.

ABO;; in which two different groups of mates from different packs find each other at a festival and feel a strange yet guarded feeling for each other. The struggling concepts of how they manage in their packs and mates conflict and cause tremors, yet they try to make it work and eventually who knows they might. PACK 1;; Alpha: Hoseok Alpha: Seokjin Beta: Jungkook Beta: Taehyung PACK 2;; Alpha: Namjoon Omega: Jimin Omega: Yoongi ____ Started: nov. 16, 2019 Finished: may. 20, 2020