Valerie is a troubled girl, her parents are dead. That's when she goes for Fezco for help. Fezco allows her to stay and she realises Ash has changed, He's a lot more mature and good looking then he was when they were children. Her dad was a good friend of Fezco's. It takes Ashtray a bit more to get used to her presence. In this story of love, sadness and sex. Ashtray falls in love with Valerie. This book does contain smut, Ashtray is 17 in this. Valerie is too. Most of the people in Euphoria are 17 and have sex so yes.

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐚; 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 • 𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐠𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫. 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐭 𝐕.

"he was perfectly imperfect. he always made me laugh and put that smile on my face that never disappeared. i love you. when you call me "sunshine" my face becomes red, when you protect me from the horrors in my life, i look up at you, wishing i could have done the same for you. now its time i get to call you my sunshine. my glowing, beautiful, amazing, faithful, sunshine. Ashtray O'Neill. My sunshine." oc x ashtray season 2

Love was easy for them when everything else was difficult

y/n is bullied by javon her crush she doesn't know why he hurts he until one day...

I found a natural drug for all my Panic, anxiety, and anger. It's his voice. It's him. -in editing!

Just read I'm not really good at describing my books Ashtray x black reader!

a story in which a deal turns into so much more. they don't love - or even like each other. but the emotion emerges after a self centered boy and unknown girl enter into a relationship, yet the relationship isn't for the right reason. - #1 book in imagination

~ Your Nate's sister u lived with your cousins for 3 years u hate them u got kicked out a Bunch of schools and u didn't care one bit u left with out ur cousins knowing u pulled up to Nate's house and see Cassie ur 16 and Nate is 19 u knew everyone but Ashtray/Ash everyone is 19 but you,Gia,and Ash u guys are 16 u are best friends with Maddy,Lexi,Rue,Kat Ash has a crush on u but ur scared to hurt him so u push him away and ur ex best friend is Gia ~

❁ guess they were meant to be after all... This is a sequel to HeartRate but as the actors. I don't think it matters what order you read this and the other book in. So basically it's the actor for Blake and the actor for ashtray. I own the character Blake🤝