betäuben translates; to numb, to stun, to daze, to deaden. TRIGGER WARNING; includes talks about suicidal attempts/suicidal idealisation. -please read, like and comment. -lowercase intended. I hope you enjoy <3

it's 12 am and i'm wide awake --- just a short disclaimer from the author in 2021, please do note that this was written by a 15 year old.