A girl named Avery is very insecure and kind of shy. She loves this boy named Jai and they used to be Best friends but she can't talk to him normally anymore! This girl has a lot going on in her life too...and she struggles. She even committed a failing suicide in 7th grade. she has always seemed to have a troubled life so does she even have a chance with Jai?! She can't even make friends, how will she make a boyfriend?

"If you could kill yourself right now, would you?" I asked. He shook his head. "No," he said, "because suicide means that you've given up on yourself. And I'm not gonna do that." Isobel cut herself once, just see if it would take the pain away. When her best friend dies, her whole world comes crashing down. While reaching for a razor, she searches for her reason to live. Upon making a new friend, she learns the true value and meaning of what it means to truly be alive.